From the Eyes of a Murderer

In school; is everyone oblivious to her manner-
Weird is just she; nothing else unusual to differ...
Unsociable and isolated; seemingly harmless-
Ignored as it is useless...

But in her mind; thoughts are twisted-
Visions of dread, hallucinations wicked...
Hands are clenched tight, eyes narrowed-
Emotionless; appearance borrowed-

Lies poured out of her mouth; words sweet but bitter,
Somewhere else, tables kicked and chairs clatter-
At home, penning down a list of hated people...
Wishing she can end it all in a cradle-

Acknowledging the existence is almost inevitable-
From the eyes of a murderer; thirst is insatiable,
Pretending too normal a person; inadvertently failing-
Heartbroken from the very beginning-

The delicious irony of being false succeeds; a lie...
Too used to it, everything is very easy to deny-
Leading those to  chase of emptiness-
Which results into an ugly mess...