I love you, forgive me. (Sonnet)

The fading memories of you slowly
Start to come too soon, while aging faces
Lie to me and say it will be okay,
But I can not help but wonder if this
Isn’t just a dream I had, a nightmare
Founded by myself now, that my heart is
Forced to suffer, alone and empty, scared
Of an answer, that I know will come to
Me, just please give me some more time because
I love you, and I’ll give you anything,
Just please, don’t say no just yet, I’ve given
Time to think and space that hurts me so much
More than words can ever tell you, I miss
You, I love you, forgive me, just don’t leave.