I am.


from the ABC set Thoughts and Whispers.

I am the girl I am because of everyone I've known
Each life has left its imprint on me
Spirit, flesh and bone

Each heartbeat joins the rhythm of the band to which I walk
Each voice adds words to things on which I ponder, dwell and talk

I am a better person just for knowing some of you
And those who have left wounds on me well they're part of me too

The good
The bad
The ugly have all walked my path with me
And each has left it's mark upon the person that you see

And though I have regrets and memories that I'd rather lose
The me I am is someone that I think I would still choose

I am broken
I am crazy
I am often so afraid
And sometimes I just can't move on from mistakes that I have made

So though I bitch and moan about the troubles that I face
I'm me
And that's something I could not easily replace.

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Comments

Sikander | August 12, 2009 - 22:13

Wonderfully life-affirming as well as honest.
I love the flow of:

I am broken
I am crazy
I am so often afraid
And sometimes I just can't move on from mistakes that I have made

Lovely stuff, cassiopeia. Thank you for it.

insertponceyfre... | August 13, 2009 - 01:03

well written - I enjoyed reading it very much : )