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I finish work and feel sick. There's only the pub I can think of to go, so I go there hoping to see someone I know. I don't but get a drink anyway.
I sit by the window like I'm waiting for a friend, probably a good one.
Why do I order lager? I want gin. Will I look gay? It tastes like all lager does and all I do is look around for my friend(s). The pint looks like it will take too long to drink. It's pale and smells slightly of coconut. Guinness would've been a better choice.
It looks so dark outside. I'm unsure if I want to be out there. Maybe just to feel the rain; maybe just to go to another pub.