the deserter
By Esmerelda-O
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these hills know the truth,
their weathered faces
display scars of jagged rock:
I will find no peace here.
my exploration is not adventure;
rootless wanderlust is for children.
I struggle onwards with my grappling hook,
a painful endeavour to find something firm.
my friends are scattered to the winds,
content in fully–formed worlds of their own -
where their presence matters,
where they would be missed.
people shrink from me as a dog from death.
my fate is to keep searching.
there have been worse fates.
but relentlessness can atrophy a mind
and time only serves to agitate
the shrapnel of a leftover life.
I fight under black muslin -
I crawl through deepest fog,
clutching a rusty hook and
a dream I can’t even remember.
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Bleakly beautiful. I disagree
Bleakly beautiful. I disagree with the atrophy one though - I feel it only serves to sharpen the mind. Comforting bubbles lead to atrophy in my opinion.
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