Disillusions

DISILLUSIONS

Each time I move a step forward
You throw me two steps backward
I don't know what to think
I always feel my heart sink
Why do I feel that you lie to me?
Are you trying to hurt me?
I am trying to trust you
Is that what you call being true?
Stop playing with my heart
Don't decrease my emotional chart
You send me unchained messages
Senseless sentences results to complex stages
I fall in and out of love
My feelings are still high above
Those reasons flood my cup
You are the man who lift me up
You are the one who throw me down
Those situations make me frown
Is love worth fighting for?
I don't want to close you the door
My glass is dropping
My hope is fading
You're not the person I want to lose
That ain't the option I'm trying to choose
But you make me feel so insecure
Even if I know you can be my only cure
Don't play with my heart
Spare me from falling apart
I tried times and times to trust you
You make me feel so blue
Deep feelings, not a secret
Is it a curse that we met?
I want to be in your arms
Feel your heart in my palms
You arouse my suspicions
Will you turn them into disillusions?