TO SEE ME SUFFER

SOMEONE'S OUT TO SEE ME SUFFER
SOMEONE'S OUT TO SEE MY CRY
SOMEONE'S OUT TO SEE ME SUFFER
AND I CANNOT YET THINK OF A REASON WHY

IS BECAUSE MY WRITING IS BAD
IS IT BECAUSE I AM SOMETIMES SAD
IS IT BECAUSE I FEEL TOO MUCH
OR MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I FLINCH WHEN I AM TOUCHED
IS IT BECAUSE I MADE IT THIS FAR
OR POSSIBLY BECAUSE I AM A ROCK STAR
REALLY I AM NOT BUT I CANNOT FIGURE OUT
WHY SOMEONE'S OUT TO GET ME

SOMEONE'S OUT TO GET ME
AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY
IS IT BECAUSE WHEN I DREAM AT NIGHT
I AM ABLE TO FLY
FLY TO ANYWHERE I WISH TO GO
FLY FAST OR FLY SLOW
IS IT BECAUSE I AM DONE WITH THE DRINK
I DON'T SMOKE THE METH TILL EVERY THING'S PINK
IS IT BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING THEY DON'T
OR I HAVE TO MUCH OF EVERYTHING
WHICH I REALLY DON'T
BUT I CANNOT FIGURE IT OUT
WHY SOMEONE'S OUT TO GET ME

THEY FOLLOW ME HOME AND WHEN I GO TO THE STORE
THEY KNOW MY ADDRESS AND PHONE NUMBER
AND THE KIND OF PERSON I WAS BEFORE
THEY KNOW WHERE I POST MY POETRY AT NIGHT
THEY KNOW MY GROUPS AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE
I JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY
SOME ONE IS OUT TO GET ME

DID I DO SOMETHING TO HURT THEM
OR SAY SOMETHING MEAN
DID I TAKE AWAY SOMETHING THAT BELONGS TO THEM
AND NEVER KNEW I DID
IS IT SOMEONE WHO I STOLE THINGS FROM SUCH A LONG TIME AGO
OR IS IT SOMEONE WHO IS JEALOUS
OF MY LOOKS OR MY TALENTS AND GIFTS
DO THEY WISH THEY HAD ALL THESE SCARS ON THEIR WRISTS
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT NIGHT AND DAY
AND NO MATTER WHAT IT MAKES NO SENSE
I CANNOT SEE A REASON FOR WHY
SOMEONE'S OUT TO GET ME