It was early May. There'd been two days of sunshine and already the tube trains were delayed due to 'exceptional weather'. We knew that meant something else. And then came the rain.
'I need a desk' Luca said and we pattered around the second-hand shops. No coats, one umbrella. He found his desk. I browsed around the broken vinyl, chipped glasses and over-thumbed books. I turned to leave, the way you exit a party early; grateful, sad, sober. And then in the way it happens, I looked back and there she was.
She was on her own and a little the worse for wear. But that wasn't the attraction. I could tell there'd been some bad treatment, some neglect, a casting aside. I got closer. She was upright, holding her own. I hesitated; the first move can go so wrong. But I had to make it. Did I need her more than she needed me? I couldn't tell, but I could feel need. Maybe it was the rain, the sudden chill in the air. I reached out to touch her.
'House clearance' probably said Luca. I thought of death and desertion and then a rolling around in a van with worn-out carpet and china cups no one had drunk from in years. Perhaps she didn't need me at all or just someone who would take care of her better. We always think there is someone better.
I walked away. It was still raining and I began to put my umbrella up. Then came the click-clack. A beat of perfect timing, one to make your head turn and your heart flip. My head turned and my heart flipped. Luca was pressing the keys but I knew I wanted it to be me. I walked back towards her.

Comments
tcook | January 25, 2008 - 14:42
I like this kind of anthropomorphism - giving objects thoughts and feelings. We feel them even though we have no evidence of them and this expresses it very well. It makes animism seem like the only realistic religion.
kim.rooney | January 25, 2008 - 15:49
Thank you. The piece has, of course, some truth in it- a rusty Remington is on my shelf to prove it. Alas, I have been shabby with her soul- for she remains unrestored as I had planned...
Ewan | January 29, 2008 - 09:05
Neat, clever and it filled me with nostalgia...