Doubt Part one

I saw her heart bleed.
But blood didn't pour out.
I saw her eyes turn green.
But no tears poured out.
I thought to myself.
Is she really my love.
I saw here makeup in the bag.
But she didn't go to no club.
I saw the lies in her eyes.
I could see the denial.
I looked at the phone.
It was a unknown dial.
I saw a red tie on the bed.
It was labelled Jim kyle.
I asked her who is kyle?
She said it's some kind of style.
She said she going to work.
But's almost dark.
I said I might come.
She just said no.
Told me.
Record my programme.
When it comes on.
I said why, how long you gone?
She nodded sideways.
Then picked up the phone.
She closed the door.
Is she cheating on me?
I look at the clock.
I said, why she with me?
If she loves other men.
Why she going to let this be?
I just can't see why.
Why, would she lie to me?
Looked on the T.V.
Her programme wasn't even on.
Look in the mini bar.
The patrone was gone.
Looked for rum.
But the bottle was gone.
Looked through her draws.
Protection tablets in there.
Looked at her clothes.
Their was fragrance on there.
Smelt it more, it was a mans on there.
Noticed it ago.
But I really didn't care.
What's this game.
This is not really fair.
This is our life.
This isn't no truth or dare.
Wake up and know this was all a dream.
She lying next to me.
I smile and kissed her.
She said she had to go out.
I looked at my watch,
and had some doubt.
I asked her what she was to me.
She answered.
why you questioning me?
I just looked at her eyes.
I could see the lies.
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To be continued.