Natalie Found

The way I found you was neither dramatic nor elegant. Tracking you down to the last place I suspected to find you, and acquaintance we shared. Now someone I owe so much too. You asked me if I was drunk, guess I should of expected that. When intoxicated we try and live in the past. Our first talk in so long felt not like I thought it would. Awkward, uneasy. Even thought it was me you believed I was someone else. The one who did not care. How wrong you were. We laughed, we cried but still felt uneasy. I didn’t expect you to forgive me, how could you? After what I had done I wouldn’t of forgave myself. I always did think you were the better person out of us. Then you proved it. Many nights shared tougher as the lost and found. God you were a tease sometimes. Sometimes its like I’ve know you my whole life, then sometimes were like strangers. Can you ever know someone in our situation? I hope I will do one day. I just have to hope, you will always be there for me.