Understanding the truth is not black and white. The spectrum of understanding is what we can believe, that in this world is the true challenge of life. Our bias and hope is what stops us from understanding the truth. But it is the one thing keeping us happy. It provides a vial of deceit that controls our emotions, that burns through our very soul. This rips though our dreams which breaks us down till the only thing that is left is the empty shell of truth in the world. So when I’m asked whether I want to hear the truth or not . I ask for it. As there is none of my hope for this world left.
Yet, what is this dream you speak of? The dream of a better life. The dream that the world gives a fucking damn about you. That there are people that care for you. An inviting smile which leads you into there dream world of hope? The loving look in their eyes which gives you the belief you can trust them. Just to have it all ripped away from you.
So when you ask me for the truth of the world, ask me whether that I am happy. All you will get is a lie, a lie to give you some hope for this world.

Comments
Beeme | January 4, 2010 - 20:23
Very honest and touching. I enjoyed alot, Beeme x