The Biggest Mistake of My LIfe

I knew it was a mistake,
I did everything it takes.
I got up from every other jerk,
But this time it was my bad luck.
Let it be my bad luck,
But still,
I had some inspiration to back me up.
The inspiration brought me to the level I wanted to,
And that was the thing,
That would eventually take me through.
Hope is the only thing that I have,
But all of it is running away like a fast cab.
But then,
It was the biggest mistake of my life,
SO everything I did was always short of the line.
I shouldn't have done the thing,
It made my life shrink.
I am standing at a place,
Where the one to support me is me,
And the one against me is also me!
I am a loner now,
Roaming places without a motive like a mad cow.
I did the mistake,
And now I feel like a fake.
No motive, no friends,
No family, no trends.
I am roaming from place to place,
Running in the made race,
Everyone after my life,
The reason being The Biggest Mistake of My Life!