Blind fate

Is it all just a lie I fool myself with,
I dream of her face, I dream of a place,
I dream of our lo\/e, that I claimed once to li\/e,
If it is lo\/e, should she feel the same,
After all I broke her heart.
She swore she would ne\/er forgi\/e.

Once in a while, I see her picture,
It makes me wonder, why I still miss her,
I suppose now its time to mo\/e on,
She's done the same,
Why do I cling on?

Is it something more, something inside myself,
Is my lo\/e a reflection of my backwards mental health?

Only she knows how she really feels,
I wish I could ha\/e her back,
I wish and pray on my knee's.

How selfish I am, I ne\/er stopped to think
what about the other lo\/er,
The lo\/er who likes a drink,
She will be upset, if my true lo\/e was correct,
where would she be left standing,
Will she just gi\/e up and forget?

What a triangle of fate.