I write in my head all the time, yet many poems and songs I forget before I can write them down. I write here what I feel recently or remember and sometimes about whats going on in my life and mind, mostly just of the world as I imagine it and random songs to cheer myself up! I also make pictures on deviant art, if you feel curious, search for merponi. Kahdai
My Stories
Wonderful (I.P.) Submitted on December 16, 2011 - 19:40 | 42 reads
Trying to trust that the end will be a happy one Submitted on November 14, 2011 - 12:59 | 41 reads
Hoplessly hopeful Submitted on November 13, 2011 - 19:22 | 32 reads
New year wishing (I.P.) Submitted on October 31, 2011 - 19:07 | 52 reads
Finding in Darkness Submitted on October 23, 2011 - 20:09 | 69 reads
Remember every morning (I.P.) Submitted on October 21, 2011 - 21:59 | 60 reads
Some are believers (song Submitted on October 17, 2011 - 18:44 | 73 reads
Wishtful (I.P.) Submitted on October 15, 2011 - 19:42 | 144 reads
hudsonmoon believed unstoppable Submitted on October 15, 2011 - 19:17 | 92 reads
Abc attempt... I think I did it! Submitted on October 12, 2011 - 19:28 | 88 reads
A Moment between Beats Submitted on October 11, 2011 - 21:39 | 71 reads
Not too weary (I.P.) Submitted on October 8, 2011 - 16:23 | 81 reads
magic shop Submitted on October 7, 2011 - 22:04 | 98 reads
Happy ending Submitted on October 7, 2011 - 21:20 | 71 reads
Me again Submitted on October 7, 2011 - 18:55 | 82 reads
IP begin) Submitted on August 7, 2011 - 20:59 | 167 reads
Maybe not bad writing, just bad story Submitted on July 31, 2011 - 17:13 | 119 reads
Planted? title? Submitted on July 17, 2011 - 23:44 | 125 reads
Simple (I.P.) Submitted on July 15, 2011 - 20:57 | 106 reads
Let start again (late IP) Submitted on July 7, 2011 - 12:49 | 112 reads
Neighbourhood Watch and Detective Fox Submitted on July 7, 2011 - 11:54 | 126 reads
Borders (I.P.) Submitted on July 7, 2011 - 11:28 | 109 reads
November New-year (I.P.) Submitted on June 27, 2011 - 17:15 | 133 reads
Wishtful music (I.P.) Submitted on June 13, 2011 - 13:53 | 123 reads
Life long love is not always last for so long Submitted on May 26, 2011 - 17:04 | 203 reads
Curse of ressurection (I.P.) Submitted on April 29, 2011 - 15:46 | 219 reads
music song Submitted on April 25, 2011 - 15:55 | 164 reads
Missing(I.P.) Submitted on April 14, 2011 - 16:06 | 159 reads
Longing sickness Submitted on April 11, 2011 - 13:50 | 143 reads
Regret paint Submitted on March 21, 2011 - 13:05 | 246 reads
Hope enough (song) Submitted on March 19, 2011 - 12:21 | 163 reads
with their own feathers song Submitted on February 21, 2011 - 14:16 | 189 reads
Wings for you too please Submitted on February 13, 2011 - 17:49 | 273 reads
Forest spirit (I.P.) drafting.. Submitted on February 12, 2011 - 09:54 | 163 reads
On the way Submitted on February 10, 2011 - 15:50 | 155 reads
I.P. minus x and z Submitted on February 10, 2011 - 15:36 | 165 reads
please suffer for me Submitted on February 10, 2011 - 15:12 | 272 reads
Wrong hands (rushed I.P.) Submitted on February 4, 2011 - 13:09 | 209 reads
Luna Submitted on February 4, 2011 - 12:45 | 166 reads
Deep lake lightens Submitted on January 26, 2011 - 21:06 | 331 reads
while we sleep Submitted on January 14, 2011 - 22:08 | 184 reads
Wicked Submitted on January 3, 2011 - 21:48 | 193 reads
Blizzard of butterflies Submitted on December 27, 2010 - 22:25 | 437 reads
Where only we know (song) Submitted on December 24, 2010 - 21:49 | 219 reads
Flying through the air (I.P.) Submitted on December 24, 2010 - 21:05 | 186 reads
Share my dream Submitted on December 13, 2010 - 12:04 | 212 reads
Leaving (draft) Submitted on December 9, 2010 - 19:12 | 198 reads
Tomorrow Submitted on December 5, 2010 - 20:07 | 235 reads
draft- heal hold Submitted on December 2, 2010 - 22:10 | 252 reads
Put down (I.P. II ) Submitted on November 29, 2010 - 18:53 | 247 reads
Repeat (I.P.) Submitted on November 29, 2010 - 18:44 | 227 reads
Cherries (I.P.) Submitted on November 25, 2010 - 17:15 | 201 reads
I create Submitted on November 25, 2010 - 17:01 | 201 reads
song drafting Submitted on November 22, 2010 - 15:07 | 200 reads
Lack of regret (I.P.) Submitted on November 16, 2010 - 21:41 | 240 reads
Breaming Submitted on November 15, 2010 - 16:07 | 268 reads
Saw the stars go out (song) Submitted on November 15, 2010 - 13:49 | 188 reads
ballroom jeans Submitted on November 11, 2010 - 20:40 | 220 reads
Painting rainbow reflection Submitted on November 10, 2010 - 22:05 | 221 reads
Watching over Submitted on November 4, 2010 - 21:15 | 215 reads
New year begun again & last is lost Submitted on November 2, 2010 - 20:16 | 201 reads
For a years time Submitted on October 31, 2010 - 20:39 | 225 reads
Happy wine-with-bear Memories (I.P.) Submitted on October 30, 2010 - 19:29 | 211 reads
Remember Dinosaurs! Submitted on October 21, 2010 - 13:29 | 230 reads
Autumn wish moon song Submitted on October 21, 2010 - 12:59 | 286 reads
Determined to Distracted (I.P.) Submitted on October 21, 2010 - 12:40 | 200 reads
Socks off Submitted on October 14, 2010 - 20:27 | 260 reads
Honestly Submitted on October 14, 2010 - 20:16 | 238 reads
It's all good song Submitted on October 14, 2010 - 19:35 | 221 reads
Drafting story (out of order) Submitted on October 13, 2010 - 22:35 | 278 reads
Change history Submitted on October 13, 2010 - 20:49 | 212 reads
Song of my life! (I.P.) Submitted on October 12, 2010 - 12:37 | 280 reads
Hearts song Submitted on October 12, 2010 - 11:15 | 240 reads
Elsewhen Submitted on October 7, 2010 - 23:12 | 220 reads
Stars song for You Submitted on October 7, 2010 - 20:52 | 234 reads
Angel-Fox song Submitted on October 7, 2010 - 18:42 | 274 reads
Why are we here? Submitted on October 6, 2010 - 17:38 | 233 reads
Comfort Angel Submitted on October 3, 2010 - 12:56 | 226 reads
Detour (song) Submitted on September 29, 2010 - 20:08 | 232 reads
Quietude Submitted on September 29, 2010 - 19:51 | 268 reads
The Application of the Mask (IP) Submitted on September 28, 2010 - 10:39 | 219 reads
Battle for sun love Submitted on September 28, 2010 - 10:33 | 232 reads
Haunting in my shadow-light Submitted on September 19, 2010 - 21:00 | 229 reads
My hard earned love (song) Submitted on September 19, 2010 - 20:47 | 300 reads
Why the wind cries Submitted on September 19, 2010 - 18:01 | 232 reads
Once upon a false-night sky Submitted on September 15, 2010 - 14:04 | 257 reads
The waves are calling my soul (I.P.) (redrafting) Submitted on September 12, 2010 - 21:15 | 302 reads
Finding real-magic Submitted on September 12, 2010 - 19:40 | 276 reads
I am you Submitted on September 11, 2010 - 17:25 | 220 reads
Old like me? Submitted on September 11, 2010 - 17:17 | 222 reads
Mothers Love Submitted on September 11, 2010 - 15:58 | 224 reads
Echoing words & ghost memory stars. Submitted on September 10, 2010 - 23:42 | 224 reads
Angel song Submitted on September 10, 2010 - 21:57 | 235 reads
Lost Letters Submitted on September 10, 2010 - 21:51 | 276 reads
Nothing ever happens here (I.P.) Submitted on September 9, 2010 - 21:15 | 279 reads
Thought train Submitted on September 9, 2010 - 19:21 | 201 reads
Lost your sense of wondre? Submitted on September 6, 2010 - 21:12 | 277 reads
Sometimes its a sad song Submitted on September 6, 2010 - 18:09 | 284 reads
Underwater (I.P.) Submitted on September 2, 2010 - 08:23 | 260 reads
Whats god( got to do with it)? Submitted on August 25, 2010 - 09:44 | 240 reads
joy ride Submitted on August 24, 2010 - 11:10 | 234 reads
Not giving up Submitted on August 24, 2010 - 10:58 | 246 reads
Th redemption of lonewolf Submitted on August 24, 2010 - 10:43 | 255 reads
wrap it up Submitted on August 9, 2010 - 20:08 | 280 reads
Folks tradition Submitted on August 9, 2010 - 19:08 | 273 reads
Innocent guilt (song) Submitted on August 9, 2010 - 18:42 | 242 reads
Encounter of the magic kind (I.P.) Submitted on August 8, 2010 - 18:52 | 273 reads
A sign of faith (ip inspired) Submitted on August 5, 2010 - 20:11 | 283 reads
Bear Submitted on August 4, 2010 - 14:41 | 286 reads
ip attempt Submitted on July 31, 2010 - 12:51 | 239 reads
Waiting to be ready for my time Submitted on July 27, 2010 - 16:14 | 259 reads
Mood colours (I.P.) Submitted on July 24, 2010 - 18:11 | 262 reads
Burnt poems Submitted on July 21, 2010 - 21:04 | 315 reads
Sunshine & showers (I.P.) Submitted on July 16, 2010 - 15:56 | 235 reads
Script Submitted on July 13, 2010 - 11:15 | 324 reads
The only way I know song (still drafting) Submitted on July 10, 2010 - 21:04 | 300 reads
Lovespoon Submitted on July 10, 2010 - 19:23 | 268 reads
no reason song Submitted on July 9, 2010 - 20:10 | 252 reads
Talk to me Submitted on July 8, 2010 - 20:17 | 274 reads
Too much love, song Submitted on July 8, 2010 - 19:20 | 241 reads
Triumph over defeat (I.P.) Submitted on July 2, 2010 - 20:56 | 251 reads
Let her sing away your fear Submitted on June 30, 2010 - 19:26 | 266 reads
The colour of your laughter Submitted on June 30, 2010 - 19:14 | 263 reads
Summer days (I.P.) Submitted on June 21, 2010 - 19:24 | 273 reads
Saved my soul, should I of? Submitted on June 18, 2010 - 15:11 | 246 reads
Starstruck asif by magic! Submitted on June 14, 2010 - 13:19 | 241 reads
It is Your home now! (I.P.) Submitted on June 14, 2010 - 12:41 | 259 reads
Dread (I.P.) Submitted on June 5, 2010 - 09:56 | 391 reads
(Drafting odd draw ups) Submitted on May 24, 2010 - 16:35 | 251 reads
Defending to war (drafting, any advice?) Submitted on May 8, 2010 - 18:57 | 264 reads
I look at you now & think to myself Submitted on May 7, 2010 - 16:30 | 265 reads
Never wanted to be loved Submitted on May 7, 2010 - 16:18 | 280 reads
Curious isn't it? Submitted on May 7, 2010 - 16:12 | 253 reads
Too late for accusation Submitted on April 28, 2010 - 17:36 | 273 reads
'Mental Triggers' Submitted on April 28, 2010 - 17:22 | 254 reads
Jules Submitted on April 26, 2010 - 16:46 | 266 reads
Shaking like a leaf Submitted on April 26, 2010 - 16:07 | 347 reads
Addictive medicine Submitted on April 26, 2010 - 15:58 | 259 reads
Sabra Hime & Smog (I.P.) Submitted on April 22, 2010 - 20:48 | 343 reads
draft thri; feardom Submitted on April 21, 2010 - 11:47 | 271 reads
draft for; dome-life Submitted on April 21, 2010 - 11:45 | 306 reads
Moon wishes Submitted on April 19, 2010 - 14:31 | 318 reads
Feels like freedom tonight Submitted on April 14, 2010 - 11:31 | 317 reads
Learn and remember Submitted on April 6, 2010 - 15:42 | 289 reads
Dancing in the kitchen Submitted on April 4, 2010 - 13:40 | 318 reads
Dare not doubt Submitted on March 28, 2010 - 20:25 | 302 reads
Fighting for the earth Submitted on March 28, 2010 - 20:14 | 284 reads
Unexpected Some-times Submitted on March 25, 2010 - 16:44 | 276 reads
On All-beloved-returns-night Submitted on March 25, 2010 - 15:26 | 294 reads
Seeing you there Submitted on March 21, 2010 - 16:46 | 319 reads
A tree worthy of heart strain Submitted on March 21, 2010 - 16:33 | 268 reads
Omen Submitted on March 15, 2010 - 12:10 | 367 reads
The same old road trip Submitted on March 15, 2010 - 12:00 | 292 reads
Nerves Submitted on March 15, 2010 - 11:41 | 289 reads
My Surrender to the Ocean Submitted on March 9, 2010 - 19:43 | 315 reads
Leave my ears alone! Submitted on March 8, 2010 - 20:58 | 314 reads
I don't want a thing from you except me Submitted on March 7, 2010 - 20:49 | 313 reads
Free a fallen star Submitted on March 7, 2010 - 20:48 | 287 reads
They used to call me Rhubarb & Custard Submitted on March 7, 2010 - 20:46 | 334 reads
Ehehfternun Doc! Submitted on February 26, 2010 - 17:08 | 312 reads
Fairy-girl of my memory Submitted on February 24, 2010 - 21:31 | 347 reads
Written asthough just the other day Submitted on February 24, 2010 - 19:24 | 297 reads
Holding on Submitted on February 24, 2010 - 18:47 | 316 reads
The Cautious Gambler (draft) or over-cautious? Submitted on February 17, 2010 - 22:06 | 353 reads
Take a leap of faith & close the door behind me Submitted on February 17, 2010 - 22:03 | 328 reads
Sudden, startling freedom Submitted on February 17, 2010 - 20:34 | 341 reads
The terrifying thaw Submitted on February 16, 2010 - 14:25 | 352 reads
One small step (& it is so worth taking) Submitted on February 16, 2010 - 13:51 | 335 reads
Thinkthinkthink! Submitted on February 16, 2010 - 13:37 | 344 reads
Drawing truth Submitted on February 10, 2010 - 22:54 | 433 reads
This place the stones can live Submitted on February 10, 2010 - 20:59 | 338 reads
Don't put your heart into it Submitted on February 10, 2010 - 20:33 | 348 reads
Orange stone Submitted on February 9, 2010 - 20:57 | 356 reads
The prize Submitted on February 9, 2010 - 18:46 | 339 reads
Fox to trust with your halo Submitted on February 8, 2010 - 18:35 | 361 reads
Why winter sun is brighter Submitted on February 8, 2010 - 18:25 | 535 reads
Querer... Submitted on March 23, 2009 - 16:42 | 477 reads
My solar plectrum pains Submitted on March 8, 2009 - 20:49 | 525 reads
Have to be? Submitted on February 11, 2009 - 11:17 | 398 reads
peeps Submitted on February 10, 2009 - 13:32 | 554 reads
Horizon-sickness Submitted on February 10, 2009 - 13:08 | 591 reads
