Another day of reckoning

I'm gonna know a lot more about my journey after Thursday. I'm prepaing for the worst and hoping for the best. Prepaing for the worst is quite an exercise while playing the waiting game. It certainly adds urgency to my writing and living as the idea of a "deadline" takes on more meaning. Life is precious of course and I'm gonna fight for mine. I have much more confidence in doctors these days. I'm over the phobia that they are trying to hurt me. I'm starting to grasp that they're on my side and are trying to save my life. Gotta keep that in mind. In examining the contents of my life last week, I came to the conclusion that if this is the beginning of the end so be it. I've lived a good and full life and I'm ready for the next journey whatever it may be...ay least I think I'm ready. Appreciate your thoughts and well wishes.

Jerry

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phew. always feels like a fraud to say anything, since I've not been there. But goog luck.