Autobiography
2001 - What A Year To Be Born - Anew

2001 – The Birth Of A Son Dyslexia, Dyspraxia, Attention Deficit Disorder or just plain idle? I have no idea where I fall in terms of category. Back...
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When The Penny Drops

I'm a compulsive gambler nearly ten years clean. This is a combination of the pennie shove arcade machines and the state of mind a gambler uses to run from reality...until the penny drops
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Mamma
She worked for the education department for more than forty years. At the start it was mostly private companies and computer programming. These were...
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Miss You
It was Easter on a very hot weekend in 2019. My partner's pottering around in the greenhouse tending to his radishes and corn that are looking grand...
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The Puzzles’ Enigma

Walking along Hergest ridge, comfortable, spongy turf, burbling melodies pour down from skylarks unseen, high in the blue; enjoying the freedom of a...
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Mountain

First there is a mountain, then there is no mountain, then there is ( Donovan,1967) Picture: Pixabay Creative Commons
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Nein, Nein, Nein

An intransigent attitude,
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Where is he? Where is she?

First long journey on his own – we’d meet mid-way at Birmingham. Dad at home, the telephone rings: ‘Will you accept this call?’ A voice begins, ‘I’ve...
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Thanks A Bunch
Thanks A Bunch It was Easter holidays, I’d been in to do a bit of marking And make sure the ‘Speaking and Listening’ had been entered Sarah a nd the...
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Love in the Days of Dial-up

We met on a VMS mainframe Over dialup, in bits per second - 1200
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Dear Dad … 2)

[not about 50 years of technological changes this time, but about Mum’s life after his death …]
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Kissing the Sun

Into a garden pond reflection one childhood summer, I gazed
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Unseasonal Hail!

Under fire from pelting ice granules, like gravel chucked, crunching underfoot – soon melts, sun shines, briefly.
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The Long Road Home
begins with a little boy and his dog Prince both skipping along a gravel road. Cars are few -- money is a dream and allowances unknown. Life is...
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Way?-markers

When walk instructions are unclear, and arrow-signs the worse for wear – why does the colour disappear? – they might, if shaped to point the way...
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When Time Stood Still

We go to our secret place where day and night have no meaning, lock time away in a room of our minds hide key for safe keeping, relax in serenity of...
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Where I'm From

I am from trucks, from tools and computers. I am from the snow under the swing-set. (White, glistening, It tasted like ice.) I am from deer hiding...
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Golden Crown

You named me ugly, and you called me weird. You unheeded my plead, and met me with a sneer. I never heard those nasty words before, never in such a...
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The Truth of Things
The Truth of Things 16/03/2019 How old were you when you first unearthed the truth of things, saw through the illusion youth creates, realised that...
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Short Letter To My Younger Self.

Tuesday 12 th March 2019. Dear younger me, I was just sitting here in the kitchen with a coffee on a Tuesday afternoon, listening to the rain pouring...
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Rouyn Noranda Strike
During the year of ’54 households felt the sting of less food after months of income losses. A strike meant everything was at a standstill in town-...
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Snap Shot

Nostalgic wisps of former days as bobbing boats flock like sheep, photo flash left blemish colours happy accident bathed in red, many individuals...
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PCT Beginning
Begin the Beginning Introduction This last mile isn’t even trail at all, but road, near a highway, certainly not the kind of scenery that one thinks...
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Above Clun

(7/2/19) A sharp shower as we climb out of the village, then steeply up the fields into the wind and sun, high above Clun, with the green waves of...
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My Victor Meldrew Moment
Dear diary... It was Monday 28 th January 2019, a beautiful day and perfect for a walk into town with my partner...not too hot or too cold. I do try...
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Pain
If I could take your pain, I would shove it deep inside my aching gut It would settle in right next to mine, growing larger with each new hurt until...
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Even the IRA couldn't get us a telephone.

We were the last family in our street to get a telephone. Dad just wouldn’t have one. He’d say. “People can call you whenever THEY like. I could be...
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Meadowhall
Meadowhall, Place of Commerce and Consumerism, A shining dome, casting its light over the city, Equidistant between the City of Sheffield and the...
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First of February

Happy birthday...to me
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Walking With North Wind

North wind Piercing eyes Penetrating till Tears flow, Whistling in My ears like Tortured souls, Hurtling at Great speed Driving me on, Biting this...
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Trapped & Released
My chest is feeling heavy, My breath feeling short, My brain so complex, Tired at the thought. Breathing slowly, Heart beating fast, So how long,...
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Leggings - is posted.

on the blog, here. It's the end one, as far as I know... for now. There are some links on it, for you to follow if wished. I wanted to say Thank you...
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Just
a little boy is all— can’t blame him for tears that fall. A bully on his back again – broke his glasses in two this morning at school year 1952— the...
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Down Memory Lane

A journey into the past.
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THE PENNILESS BARD
THE PENNILESS BARD Me began me youth in finance In me adulthood me became a penniless bard Still me keeps off the phrases ois, oink and ayes! In me...
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A Thumbnail Sketch

An acrostic poem.
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Juggling
Juggling (07.01.19) Flying firebrands, caught by practised hands; I watch the skill he wields - he understands where the spin will end, when it’s...
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“Stonking Views”, it said

… a sign to the castle (divert up for “stonking views” …
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Christmas Spell
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All the hopes of the year Looked forward to this time Gathering at the end, To finish the year in style. Never enough time to be ourselves, Shops all...
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Resolution 01/01/19
Resolution 01/01/19 Pay no heed to the ticking of the clock, Fear not the endless march of nights and days, Forget what may or may not come to pass,...
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Look Around
and view personal gems which adorn our apt walls- pictures and cards plus two crow feathers on a trail we hiked. Oh the memories: one son &...
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Losing the planned path

We hadn’t a large-scale map. The path looked “straight-ahead” from A to B, but on the ground, with missing arrow-signs, and new …
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‘Have a chocolate?’

She gave me a box of chocolates: “Have one with me”, I said. The paper was stuck, unpeeled it, and what a sight there was to see! …
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Rivendell
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Spa pool and hall, lovely landscape. Newfound home away from home, overlooking the Cheshire Plain, and Manchester in the distance. Like Rivendell, it...
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Self Hatred
Self-hatred? Always, always, always.
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I Grew Up
I Grew Up in a neighbourhood of wounds – returned veterans from WW 11 who brought home souvenirs of war – missing arms and legs. Suffering PTSD and...
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Chasing Memories

I'm smiling like one of those Carousel horses enjoying the Endless ride, while looking Back on moments in my life. Don't mind chasing memories... In...
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He Reads
his Bible in the cusp of early morning even though words come halting-slow. After a full arising – washes & dresses followed by toast and coffee...
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Living On a Shoe String
Living On A Shoestring By Paul McCann Red taxi fare to border town , miles they pile up fast . The taxi man’s doing a ton chewing up the gas . Music...
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wristwatch
i haven’t worn a watch since i lost the last one aged 23
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Lines Written On My Mother's 90th Birthday
My mother, had she lived, would have been 90 today. I took the day off work in order to make a pilgrimage and commemorate the occasion. These are rough words, unedited, just as they came to me whilst walking. Not a poem. Not a story. Just words. (my photo)
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Gift: A Son's Story (Birthday)
Today would have been my mother's 90th birthday. Her final birthday was her 88th. Given how ill she'd been two months earlier, it was remarkable that she had made it that far. But it was a good day. We spent it in time-honoured fashion - talking about old times...
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Manchester Lad

As wheels of life Keep turning... Remembering That treasured day, Fresh faced was I Back then Monopolized by Love and laughter, I wonder! Did That...
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Gift: A Son's Story (Blood)
After mum's funeral, I continued with the clearance of her bungalow alone as my brother and his wife had gone on holiday. Lottie, one of mum's favourite personal carers, had wanted to come to mum's funeral - but then hadn't. I was a little puzzled because she was so close to mum, but thought maybe - in the end - it would have been too much for her as she'd lost her own mother only a year earlier. Later, though, the truth surfaces... and throws a whole new light on my relationship with my brother, his wife and his step-daughter.
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Gift: A Son's Story (The Night Before)

After mum passed away, my brother and I had a small disagreement. Mum had always said "I'll leave this bungalow only when they carry me out in a wooden box!" I thought, then, that it was only right that she should spend her final night before the funeral there. He disagreed, and said it was better that she should stay in the Chapel of Rest, which was just along the road. He said "She's gone now. It's no longer her home." He thought it was morbid. Finally, though, he relented - after I'd persuaded him that it was a tradition in so many cultures. Also, I said, people could call and pay their last respects if they so wished. So, the night before, the coffin was brought into her lounge, and I returned to be there with it. With her. (Image: mine)
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Sunny Day Out In Oxford Part Two

Next we were taken further on up the tower where more narrow steps led to this one prison cell which left me very sad indeed. Our guide told us that...
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Sunny Day Out In Oxford Part One

Dear diary... eager as I am to complete my bucket list of things to do, my partner was surprised when I declared that a trip to Oxford Castle Dungeon...
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DID MOMMA
get the love she needed from my daddy who only came home by and by? The War they say and why he could only stay awhile. Too young to understand and...
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Achilleio
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Memories of Troy and Ancient Greece, World War 1, and speculations about nearby Albania, from Corfu. A Beautiful Palace on top of a mountain overlooking Corfu Town.
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Gift: A Son's Story (More Signs)

After mum passed away, I needed all the reassurances I could get. I'd already had some encouraging 'signs'. But on the day I went (with my brother) to register her death, I got some more. It doesn't matter if they were pure coincidences. At times like that, we cling onto whatever helps. And I'm sure they weren't pure coincidences... (my own photo)
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