Give me some space!

"Please do it? Are you going to? Will you, will you?"
Their words cramp me, I don't know what to answer
If I say yes I push the limits
If I say no, I'm a whiss

Out comes my answer, "Maybe"
"Oh come on! You Have to, you just must!...but it's your choice you
know"
Yeah right, like they'll ever let me make a decision that they won't
comment on

"Guess what I heard?!..."
The first words of gossip, the listener's eyes glance at me
Then comes the giggle or even...
"That's bad, hey?"

I've finaaly decided yes (or not)
As usual I hide and try to save myself
"I knew you wouldn't! What's wrong with you?"
In my mind boils "YOU"

Can't you just give me some space?
Are you the mayor of this soul?
I'm scared ok! I'm insecure!
What makes it worse is that you know that

YOu make me feel bad on purpose
I'm sorry but I'm not like you
Stop it! Can't you say anything nice?!
For once, just give me some space!