Of Hormone

Of hormone, I find myself to compelled to pretend, to play the
part,

Of hormone, I love you, I love you, gasping for air,

Of hormone, looking for what I've lost, peace with another,

Of Hormone, I'm alone, but I hold your numb hand, to show the
world,

Of hormone, I command vast armies of testosterone,

perhaps real affection,

Of hormone, all this isn't real, we exist not for each other, but for
the masses,

Of hormone, we can play, fool ourselves, that this is the real
thing,

Of hormone, you push me away, but i find comfort in my drama,

Of hormone, I bestow endless tears upon our deceased love,

Of hormone, but it was never there, I agonise relentlessly,

Of hormone, I so wanted you, to want me, to want lasting,

Of hormone, I convince myself of forever, that we could face it,

together,

Of hormone, so young and futile, in my angst I fail to see you
cry,

Of hormone, your tears are real, you suffer genuine anguish,

I suffer my fraudulent self-pity,

Of hormone, we could never be together, I can't be with anyone,

Of hormone, destined to face this world alone, surrounded by
happiness,

But not you.