An emptiness inside

Theres a kind of emptiness
Im feeling inside,
And words i just cant say.
I imagine a place;
Full of warmth and light.
Who knows, it may come one day.

At night i toss and turn,
Fears dancing through my head.
In my heart a fire burns.
The anger and pain.
I wonder if im going insane.
When a friend comes near,
I keep well clear,
Trust is not part of my game.
It takes time to learn,
But im begining to see,
Im not really that bad,
For just being me.