He closes the little door, and as the humming noise starts, he walks over to the computer again and sits down, his eyes narrowing against the glare of the screen. It’s late. He sighs, lights a cigarette, and begins to type.
I know we’ve already said our goodbyes, but I had to send you one last email. It makes me feel that little bit nearer to you. I want you to know last night – my memories of last night – will stay with me forever.
He pulls on his cigarette.
I know what your friends told you. I know it went against your judgment to trust me.
No delete that.
I know it went against your judgement agreeing to meet me after such a short time.
That’s better.
And I want to thank you for taking that leap of faith, trusting me.
No.
Putting your trust in me. Believe me, it won’t be squandered.
Squandered is good!
He lifts his glass and takes a sip.
I should be in the car. My driver’s outside. But he can wait. I hate leaving. I’ll be back – for good, soon. This is the last one. Please remember I won’t be able to contact you for a while. It’s pretty much a total blackout once we leave the UK.
Does that sound too dramatic?
Sometimes I hate my job. I’m just going through the motions, now, counting down the days. Some things are more important than money and thrills. Now I’ve got you I have a reason for staying alive.
He felt a lump form in his throat; the emotion was so real
Got to tear myself away now. I’ll take your lovely face with me; it’ll be in my head every second I’m gone.
He presses send, takes a sip from his glass, then clicks on photo booth and peers closely at the image of himself on screen. He puts down the drink, and runs his finger along the furrow between his eyebrows, then he pulls the skin taught, looking at the result.
He sits back for a moment, stretching his arms, flexing his fingers. He looks at the clock in the top right hand of the screen and raises his head, listening.
There’s a ding, and he gets up and goes back to the microwave, lifts the lid, then sets the timer again for the remaining two minutes.
Sitting back down, he moves the cursor to bookmarks, and then favourites. The little box on the screen says “Welcome John1967” and he clicks the button just below, where it says, “Create a New Profile.”
........................
She gazes at the screen, taking it all in. It’s been a long day and the fatigue shows in her eyes. She sighs deeply and pushes her hair away from her face, brushing the sore patch of skin where his stubble rubbed her.
She scrolls down; pauses at the final sentence and a single tear trickles down her face. She ignores it, feeling the familiar lump form in her throat. The emotion is so real.
There’s a slight noise from behind her. A soft hand caresses her neck, and she shivers and bends back into it. Deft fingers feel for the pressure points, manipulating the aching muscles, taking the stress away. She sighs again, reaches back and takes the hand, stroking it gently, pulling it round so that it cups her face.
The fingers begin to move again, this time in soft circular movements and she sighs with pleasure this time. The faint hum of the computer, and their soft synchronised breathing fill the air. Together, they both watch the cursor as it moves towards the button on the left hand side that says, “Create a New Profile”
From the kitchen, the microwave buzzes just as her fingers begin to type.
“Come and eat ….first”
It’s not a command, more a gentle, teasing invitation.
Obediently, she pushes back the chair and pulls herself up, turning to the other woman, leaning towards her, closer, breathing in her scent. A slow smile forms on her face.
“….And then?”

Comments
celticman | April 12, 2010 - 13:59
I'm still looking for clues. I just don't get it. Is the computer creating not just new profiles but tactile experiences? real human contact eg. android?
insertponceyfre... | April 12, 2010 - 14:33
oh really? I'm not quite sure what it is that you don't get. Could you explain it in a little more detail? All three people are real ones xx
celticman | April 12, 2010 - 15:23
Firstly, I can't hold information very long and I'm easily bewildered (which is probably secondly). Who is doing what to whom and why? You explain it to me (that's the story bit). He and then She and then another She. There's a computer, which is an it, but there are actually two computers and somebody is rubbing somebody's neck who is not a computer, but a person, so how many is that? Because I don't get it, and by it I mean the story and not the computer, doesn't mean it's a bad story. It just means I don't get it, but I'm not a computer and I'm barely literate. So...best wishes...
shoe | April 12, 2010 - 15:59
I think it's living a "fictional life" on-line, but being someone completely different in real life?
interrupted only by a seven minute microwave dinner!
if it's not I'll read it again,:~}
insertponceyfre... | April 12, 2010 - 16:08
Yes Shoe. That's it. Gosh,maybe I should rewrite it?
Celticman: He is in one place with a computer. She is in another place with another computer, and another woman who comes in at the end. At some point in the immediate past, he and the first woman have been in the same place. Is that clearer?
insertponceyfre... | April 12, 2010 - 16:10
...and he hasn't been very truthful to her in the email he is writing
celticman | April 12, 2010 - 17:00
yeh, finally got it (or him) being unfaithful online and offline I suppose.
oldron | April 12, 2010 - 17:12
I love a mystery. Thank you for explaining. I didn't get it at first either. The man and the woman have a relationship, at least a one night stand, and he is leaving. The woman has feelings for him but is in a relationship with another woman? Is that right?
The writing is good. I might have time to read another of your stories.
Cheers,
insertponceyfre... | April 12, 2010 - 17:12
kind of
Dynamaso | April 13, 2010 - 11:15
I like this a lot. There is an essence of digital detachment, something I sometimes feel. Speaks beyond being 'unfaithful', more of being lonely.
insertponceyfre... | April 13, 2010 - 15:40
thanks for reading it dynamaso. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I've been very interested in people's different interpretations of this story. xx
Caldwell | April 14, 2010 - 15:41
"Speaks beyond being 'unfaithful', more of being lonely." Jeepers - isn't that just modern life. Working from home I find it easy to load my emotions into working relationships I have online. We're all gonna become psychos. Whoever said 'Technology will set us free' can't have had your standard desk job in mind.
insertponceyfre... | April 14, 2010 - 16:57
I think you can have good relationships online - I see it as a positive addition to my life. Not the kind in my story, obviously! I don't see why it would make us into psychos
rjnewlyn | April 14, 2010 - 20:30
Well it made sense to me ...
That's the amazing thing about the online world - it's no better or worse than the real one, just different. But how strange is it now that we can all live so many existences - ripe for story telling and I think you use it well here.
insertponceyfre... | April 14, 2010 - 21:17
oh good - I"m glad it made sense to you Rob. Yes - if you set your mind to it you could be all sorts of different people at the same time - that would make a good story - I wouldn't like to try it in real life though, I'd be sure to mix up my personas and then it would al go downhill very fast