An Unseen Voice (Inspiration Point)

So...fucked up again have you? Not surprising is it – really, not when you consider everything. Story of your life and all that. Anyway – you’ve had your chances haven’t you – how old are you again? Yes I thought so – time to give it rest. Look in the mirror – really look I mean. See? They’re being polite – you know that really, don’t you, deep down. Don’t you.

Anyway – where was I? Time to give it a rest – yes that’s it. Give up the big ideas – it’s not as if anything will come of them, not now. Tapping away all the time like that – bit pointless really. Yes I know that’s what they say, but you know as well as I do that they’re just .. trying to be nice - polite. Maybe they feel a little bit sorry for you? Best leave that kind of thing to people who really know what they’re doing. There must be something more suitable you can think of – some – hobby – something fun – a craft perhaps.

And as for him – I think the best thing you could do is forget about him – you know it’s not going to work out. If he ever loved you – he certainly doesn’t now. You’re not exactly top of his list are you, and that’s not going to change. Those long silences…look this is as hard for me to say as it is for you to hear but someone’s got to. End it. Give up. It would be easy now – just stop writing - let it peter out – you’ll soon forget. There’s bound to be someone more suitable, settled, local perhaps?

Now, as for ...what?...where are you going? What does that mean? Shake your head all you like – it’s not going to change things – you know it’s the truth. Ok, go on, walk away then, but I’ll always be here – always, deep down