Too blind to see

This misconception will soon blemish into a miraculous blessing, So eager for relevance we often settle for some satisfaction of acceptance. This competition that we've summoned ourselves to your own creation of perfection, shackled as a whole but we've become too visionless it's becoming unimaginable for us to coexist. I always took a fancy to the saying  
“ you four eyed geek” call me what you want, the saying just seems so much more too me. To the visionless humans whom so wish to see, I find myself envious to visualize the images in which they create so descreatly. The ambience in which we reside in differs to most , some believe that there's more evil than good , I say balance both. A chaotic mind with a meaningful soul, granted a fifth eye just so this story can be told. I can't fathom living another life, however I do believe that many others would beg to differ but not I. We try to make sense of it all just so you can believe. I am one who doesn't want to change just one , I'm reaching for infinite numbers you see. Kill one save a thousand is the phrase that has been taught,  isn't that a primitive thought. I give credence to the balance between evil vs good, it takes patients and analyzation for this to be understood. For every action there's an explanation, for every explanation there's a motive, for every motive there's a plan. For every plan there's a dream. For every dream, there's a child and for every child there's a voice.  You see this is my rendition of life's cycle, with every child comes its own unique voice, I believe that when created we all are programmed with the exact amount of choice. Man assured and documented it to be true “ we are all created equal”, I second this let me elaborate on why assure this to be solumlgly true. We where all given a second chance, just be patient and try to follow me. We are all given a second chance when God gave his only begotten son to die for our sins, that's right you and me. Designed as born sinners, no matter good or bad we're unanimous in one tremendous rhythm I consider gods heart beat. As a union to his command we are to be judge as one, no matter the amount of good that has been done, justified justice will soon prevail. No sin out weighs the other so far it's understood that if he is denied to be God Condemned you shall be to hell. Balance, let me try an explain this a little more clearer to you. Processed to put confidence into the pre-assumption that we are meant to  coexist. As a union we share the same trait, different as we may seem the connection that intertwines throughout our DNA ,  understanding. Simple as the word seems to be granted this fifth eye I'm able to see that understanding isn't as transparent as we've come so very sure it to be. If we where to coexist  this destructible ambience in which we live wouldn't be so chaotic, the years go by and generations become more catastrophic. Mentally the connection that we are called upon to see through is the coexistence that physically we just can't seem to do. For every tale that needs to be told is the half note to the whole beat, it's all mind connecting. Accomplices we are all unanimously designed to be, aiding one another through this life aiming for that eternal peace. This ambience in which we reside is just a scrantron sheet for a test and every human breathing, is the multiple choice answer taking educated guess. As inquisitions arouse my intuition senses some misunderstanding, the words so very often used what understood doesn't have to be explained so much from these very words we could gain. Blueprinted we are, still under construction alas when the finalization has commenced, in unison we'll be a mass destruction. My voice sometimes seems as if its impaired, paralyzed for that matter. The way our thinking had been programed we are said to use only a tenth of our cerebrum, I for one beg to differ. Evidence is redundant when all I have really are words to say. I tend to get off the subject numerous times but some how it all seems to connect so peculiar to me. I’ve been positively certain of my interpretations on my perception of our very existence; you see I will not allow myself to be of the same mind to the statement we only utilize a tenth of our brain. Here quite often I’ve been contemplating over and over the envy I’ve developed for a while now. I may come off very difficult to understand at times but these words that I’ve puzzled together is rather exquisite to me. I envy those whom which present themselves aware of their testimonial situation, in other words rock bottom. If I may address the issue a little more, I claim to be envious to those who don’t or won’t except “handouts”. Call me shallow I believe that passing blessings to those in need is admissible. However, I can’t fathom the situation in which those around us are day to day facing. Opportunities that are said to be the same for you as for me, second statement I cant bring myself to believe. As time continues to slip away I realize that I couldn’t possibly want anything from this world, I couldn’t possibly blueprint my future as if it was a building waiting for the grand opening  with believing that my purpose is prearranged before my very first breath I’ve come to conclusion that we are all here on the same exact quest. Dwelling lately on my role that I’m hoping to play at the end of my journey, this ideal of leading lady doesn’t seem so unrealistic to me. Born blind to lies and deceit such a great cliché I once was lost but now I’m found it’s relevant you’ll see. I’ve bleared my vision, tuned out my hearing to the senselessness of the world in which we reside in. The value of importance have become diminished as time continues to pass by you and me, competition seems to be the catastrophic catastrophe .