Goth Girl Gone Runway Chapter Two

I have no idea where my friends went. I was told I'd have to read five books and make reports on them over the summer to count as my last month of school. That'd be easy could go to my crazy old neighbors house and get a few of her old book reports. She was ninety or something and had stuff from when she was like nine. No one is really supposed to visit her, her groceries are mailed to her. She's considered a danger to society or something and somehow escaped a top security mental institution that doesn't want her back. Oddly, she really likes me and I have no problem with her. She actually likes the fact I'm goth. Weird for an old lady right? None of us from school were allowed to have any form of contact and they were monitoring it so, she would be my friend this summer.

Honestly, she seems more like a 16 year old rebelious girl who has a touch of schizophrenia than a 90 year old "crazy" lady. A sixteen year old girl I can actually stand. And she dresses really cool too. She's not goth exactly but sort of rocker. She puts alot into her style and appearence because she's lonely and it gives her something to do. She's on house arrest so I can only visit her. Her birthname was Mary Beth Layson but, she got it changed to Raylen Atticus.

I walked up to her door and knocked on it. She had a record blasting on the record player and was on her couch. "Hey Miss Ray!" I said. "Come in Kaysen" she called.

I told her about all that happened at school. I told her I feared the coming year. I even told her about my dad. "My Lord Kaysen! I would've helped you out! I know all of the officers in this town extremely well. Dang fools never remember to read me my rights I always distract them!" Miss Ray said.

"I was too upset to even think about it Raylen! Besides, your not allowed visitors we would just be in more trouble" I said.

She grabbed my hands and sat up. "Child, they may be able to change your school but they can't change you unless you let them. Go on up to the attic and get the reports you need."

I smiled at that. I truly respected Miss Ray. She still thought like a teenager. Ofcourse thats a little older in thinking than me but, she was like a big sister to me. I picked out five random reports. I swear the woman had over 400 in there.Her attic was bigger than her whole bottom level. My mom thought her house was gonna cave in one day. I went back to the couch and sat beside her. She had poured two glasses of her homemade vanilla whiskey and had cookies on a plate."Maybe this'll help ya de-stress a bit" she said. "I didnt pour you but a few sips".

"I'm not drinking that Miss Ray. I'm eleven for crying out loud! I don't even wear a bra yet! I think I'll need to soon though just saying! But, I'm not drinking no alchyhaul! I am not giving into your peer pressure to drink. I have enough problems" I said wrinkling my nose at the disgusting smell. I was very sensitive to scent.

"Your right Kaylen. Your way too young to drink. I don't know what I was thinking child! And if you want a bra I have some little training bras and thin little gay cotton ones up in my attic" Miss Ray said.

She went up to her attic and came back with a few bras and a glass of juice for me. She brought me three little bras. One was gray and thin as a kleenex and had spaghetti straps on it, another was like the first but had padding and was green with skulls on itand was lower cut and a 30AA and the third one was a soft cup 30A with hearts on it. I drank my juice then tried them all on. You could barely see my chest sticking through my black t-shirt little bumps with a tiny bit of roundness. I shrugged in front of her big blue mirror. I pulled my top off and tried the bras on. They gray one just made my chest dissappear, the A fell off my chest but the green 30AA with skulls fit really well and I liked how it looked. Miss Ray was so awesome. I told her the 30AA with skulls fit and she got me 2 more 30AA's all were green but one had flowers and the other pandas on them. I liked them alot. I thanked her and she smiled. "I'm making chocolate cake tonight if you want to sleepover"she said. I almost wanted to spend the night at her house but, wouldent admit it to myself. Besides, my mom was already having a breakdown thinking I smoke pot if I did not come home it would be a bad idea. I coulden't tell her it was Dad's so she thought I smoked. Haha, let the crazy woman believe it. "No thanks Miss Ray but, I want to go home" I said.

I grabbed the bras and reports and waved at Miss Ray and hurried home. I opened the door and walked in. Dad wasn't there. Big suprise huh? Mom was fixing dinner. "Kaysen Adessis Evans get your bottom in your chair its seven!"she yelled at me. I rolled my eyes but, she didn't care.I sat down. She threw two plates of food on the table. I looked down at my dinner. Cut up bread and a few raisins. We ate silently. When we were finished she yelled at me to brush my teeth and get in my night gown.

I did as she said. Ew my toothpaste was really nasty. I walked back into the kitchen in my nightgown. "Kaysen! What in the world do you have on under that?" she ask."Isn't your black hair,lipstick and nails enough?". "Its just a bra Mom" I said quietly. "WHERE IN THE WORLD DID YOU GET A BRA?! NO, DON'T EVEN TELL ME! GO TAKE IT OFF NOW!" she screamed. I shook my head. "Whatever Kaysen whatever! Go to your room. By the way, your tv was sold as a result of your drug abuse! Why do people want tv anyway?!" she said and flung her plate across the room."And learn to brush your own hair! I'm done Kaysen! Your dad left to who knows where after I told him what you did!".

I got up and went to my room where I went to sleep.