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Back to normal. Anyway here we are again going on another Thomson Gold holiday, hilarious, yes I know :) Did I do the same thing last year, well erm yes! It is holidaying in Majorca again aswell, but at least it is in a different place in Majorca, give me some credit. The resort is called Cala Bona and I keep thinking it is Casa Blanca, it does sound similar doesn't it. I shall probably be the only singleton, plus I shall stick out rather from the crowd hobbling about on me crutches. Anyway I am looking forward to it, will be a relaxing break and have all my bikinis sorted, you do need several I found last year. Also I developed a really good style of holiday chat, so I have a good turn of conversation already for my week. It will be fun although there will be mostly couples, people are quite friendly and my crutches are always a good topic of conversation aswell, you would be surprised at the number of people who have twisted their ankle, broken their leg etc. Anyway it may not be sailing in the Med, or exploring Australia but it will do me nicely thank you very much. But it is a worry isn't it, I am wondering is my life going in a yearly cycle. Will I be doing the exact same thing next year again......will you be reading the exact or similar thing again next year, um um perhaps you should be worried too then.

Now here is an observation, 'twittering on' made me think about this. Anyway some people don't have a television do they, or they say they watch very little tv and certainly no soaps. So I have been thinking will we be saying this about computers one day when we realise how much of our lives they take up, will it be hip to say 'oh no I don't use a computer and what's FB ?' Talking of FB do you not think it is very open, very unsecure, so much so that if you wanted you could see what so and so was doing, although I think some people like the idea of that, it's like a modern day concept where everyone wants to be famous. Being famous is not all it's cracked up to be I should imagine. Not that I have ever been famous or would want to be, I have enough problems letting people I have known for years know the real me let alone the whole world. It is a scary thing though in relationships isn't it, letting someone know the real you. How many people know the real you, does anyone? Is it something you hope to achieve before you die?

And do you wonder what I am doing, do you watch me from afar? Why would you, I really don't know, after all it's only me :) Sometimes I think it is to give you some ideas, other times I think it must be because you think I am an amazing writer, yes I know in my dreams !