B...Cause And Effect

Cause And Effect

I make a choice,
My life,
For me,
It may be wrong,
Time
Will see,

There is another,
Who waits,
Depends,
Exposed to feelings
My life
Defends,

A third is also
Suffering
Fate,
Through my search for that
Perfect
Soulmate,

And heartache extends
To others
Too,
My life, my choice
But not mine
To do,

Now I'm responsible
For joy
And tears,
So much upset from
My innermost
Fears,

How unfair it seems
My life's
Not mine,
I have no control
Over passing
Time,

My instinct says run,
Protect
Them all,
Allow only myself
A fatal
Fall,

Whatever my choice,
I mess
Up lives,
But guaranteed,
It's me
Who cries