it was you all along

i dont , i do know, i know why,
my feelings for you,it sometimes catches up to me, sometimes hesitation compounds,
and i have nothing left to sisstain,my imagination aloud, a momentarily fling...
with the thought, there is something more to the world out there!!!!
...and then that part of me,
where i think of my life before you,
then all around me, i see what doubt has made...then there as i slumber,
its her thoughts that wonder,
it was your smile, i saw when i searched so deep inside of me,
it was your face i saw when i closed my eyes,
it was you,
YOU all along....