K- im all girl

you were always there
a shadow
a doubt
and i pushed you aside
when i asserted myself
somebody told me
that every person has male and female aspects
and so i shut you out
my female self
you were so weak
are so weak
and so hungry for love
and the world loved my male self
the strong
the fighting
i would go down fighting for my friends my
life my
air that i breathe is less than them
and now its all i have
so im all girl
and im so cold
so far
from the heat i could stir me to
and i wonder that i like myself strong
and that i lie to keep the feelings out
that i scream to stop the pain
but that no one hears my lies
hears my screams
i showed them in scars
but i fled the blood
so now im all girl
and im so alone.