depressive

"I feel good when things are going wrong,
I only listen to the sad, sad songs ;
I'm only happy when it rains" - Garbage

everybody wants to hear
something good,
hey it's understood

but that's not
where I'm at
and I'm tired of masquerade,
tired of
making sour lemonade

I don't wanna hear
that there's nothing
to fear,
that it's all up
from here

I wanna hear
melancholy and fear
from Elliott Smith;
cause that's the crowd
that I'm really with

I don't want to tell
no more upbeat lies,
spent too many years
covering up my eyes