Scared

Feeling beaten, lost, abandoned.

Salty splashes, soak my bed.

Darkness sucks my breath and random

feeds the hammer, in my head.

Where have you all gone, I need you;

help me dissipate my fear.

If you were I, I would not leave you,

nursing thus, a lonely tear.

Pain, a living fire, burns bright,

lightning flashes, with each beat.

Medication, brings no respite;

impervious, to this white heat.

I know how, my sobs disturb you;

hearing yours, they did the same.

But I’m scared now; more than just ‘blue’,

This is life and death, no game!