C - Friday 4th March 1994

8:30am

God, I am SO tired, I feel like I haven't slept for days. I'm going to
have to go back to the doctor's and get some more of those sleeping
pills. This headache just won't go, and asprin only seem to work for a
while. I'm taking the maximum you can take, but I might see if I can
get some stronger ones.

I'm meant to be going out with Abby and Claire tonight, but I'm not
sure if I feel up to it. There's meant to be a load of us meeting up in
the crypt, and Helan and Ruth are coming down from Brighton, so I
should probably make the effort. All I want to do now is go back to
bed, but I've got a lecture in half-an-hour.

1:30pm

Decided to come home for lunch and more asprin. This headaches getting
worse. Claire's in one of her moods and had been horrible to everyone
all morning. I asked to borrow her physics notes and she had a right go
at me. She won't have any friends left at this rate. I told her to stop
being such a miserable cow which didn't go down too well. I know she's
had problems lately but she shouldn't take them out on everyone
else.

5:00pm

Thank God for that, I thought this day would never end. Claire's still
being a bitch - I sent a text to say sorry and she ignored it, then
when I went to find her she had already gone. I've decided to go out
anyway, why should I let her ruin my night just because she's in a
mood?