Friendship

I want to stop but i cant.
Im trapped. By myself.
Sometimes i cant sleep.
The guilt washing over me.
I cant help it. Ive always been attracted to what i shouldn't be.

And yet.

Your always there to catch me.
Your arm goes around my shoulder, and for the first time in ages i feel safe.

I feel free.

And you promise, to never let anything hurt me.
Upset me.
But i know its only a matter of time