I Think This Is The End

Never before have I felt
that there is no meaning to my life
that the vastness of the world and its events
drown out my spark, snuff out my flame

Never before have I felt
this nameless shrieking terror
howling ice-breeze, precipice
crumbling away beneath my feet

And even in your arms my love
holding on so hard you smile
hiding me from the outside
you cannot hide me from my mind

I'm afraid of what I'm feeling
and even more of what I'm not
and want, more than anything,
pain

I think this is the end my love
kiss yourself for me in the morning
and speak to me
when I'm too far away to hear