Getting There

So far i've done just what I said,
Stopped the weed and cleared my head,
Even got myself a job,
No longer being a hopeless knob,
But I do miss the land of pretend,
Because there I knew everyone was a friend,

I've helped eleven people in just three weeks,
Others still see me as a freak,
Someone decided to have a pop,
Funnily enough I didn't stop,
For once I was back on top,

Finally i'm making a stand,
Helping to make my life grand,
Working inside a pub kitchen,
When i'm not due in i'm at home itching,
Hoping for a last minute call,
To go to work, loving it all,

Old man you won't bring me down,
You are acting like a clown,
I'll laugh at what you do and say,
Because you are just insane,
I have heard what you have said,
Waste of space, wished I was dead,

That day I opened up to you,
Told you things you never knew,
When I told you about the skin c,
All you could do was yell at me,

You got me sent to drug counselling,
By then i'd already stopped smoking the green,
You didn't know what you were doing,
The counsellor said I shouldn't be there,
After one session I was out of there,
Not saying that I was done,
Bereavement counselling was the one,

So with you I am now done,
Trust me I am having fun,
Won't look after you like I did with Mum,
I'll get you sent to a home,
Unless K wants to take the throne,
I'm sure he'll get thanked for that,
I didn't with Mum cause I guess i'm a twat,

I'll admit you three almost ruined me,
I'll live my life the lonely G,
Judged like a book by a female in the past,
But this so called 'creepy freak',
Is back to an angel at last,
I'll never trust women in that way again,
Also now know why the old man has no friends,

"You mother fucker, oh wait you don't have a mum",
What a friend said was really dumb,
It's not what they said but how they said it,
That almost put me back in the pit,

Now i'm on my merry way,
This is the start of a brand new day,
I know some people can't deny,
I am a softy but fuck knows why,
Trying to help those who may not like me,
But I don't judge because I am a Pisces,
"I know it's easier said then done,
But try and keep your chin up hun",
It doesn't matter what I do,
They'll never realise i'm being true,

No one knows what I am like,
As long as I know then that's alright,
You will never break my stride,
You will never take my pride,
I'm getting ready for a happier ride,

The sun is shining and it feels great,
I've just opened another gate,
Still going on my merry way,
Starting off that brand new day.