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Shopping Day

As I turned into Bowling Lane, a white man from a speeding bakkie (van) shouted something in a tongue I didn't understand. (I found out later it was Afrikaans) I didn't need to. Whatever was said there was no mistaking the contempt and hate. It was then realized that what Thandie said was ringing true. The route I took was lined with thick trees and soft turf that surrendered with each tread I made. As there was no pavement I decided to walk along the red path close to the huge houses. Each house I passed, German shepherds, Dobermans, Rotweiler's ran to me spitting and barking, with only the electronic gates separating us. Thandie's prophetic warning was now like massive bells ringing in my ears. At one party I attended, somebody told me that guard dogs had been trained to smell blacks and attack on sight. I pulled my blouse away from my neck, dipped my head and drew a quick breath through my nostrils. It was hot and the sun stood alone against the flat blue sky; a thick layer of sweat had already settled on my forehead but I could still smell the Dewberry body fragrance I bought from Body Shop in North London. The white froth dribbling from the corner of the Rotweiler's mouth with its programmed eyes scrutinising its mark, quickly told me that no amount of fragrance was going to make much difference if those teeth ever got me!

Saving Water

Are you environmentally conscious?

Journal 23rd Sept

When going for an MRI scan, it's best to have a fabulous visualisation to hand.

Journal 2st Sept

Nothing with a face, or that has the potential to have a face or that is derived from anything with a face, or that which has face potential.
Cherry

Birthday Girl.

The bitch Didn't ask her to the party, Made her feel like a piece of old shit, On the bottom Of her Peacocks 3.99 sandals. Jealousy, Is a cruel , cruel thing, Especially When you're 7 years old.

Phased out

I shall never forget what I have just lived through. The events which took place were not of the kind one can simply push aside. Although I dearly wish I could. I fear the memories will forever linger like phosphorescent sparks cascading through my head, no matter what I do. I don't believe I will ever be able to look at our beloved world in the same way again. It was - how should I put it - a rather hair-raising experience. An experience I would not wish on my worst enemy.

Feelings

Bobbing feelings unrestrained but time-stunted driftwood of the mind, smoothed by repetition wave upon wave, weathered, stormed, splintered, smothered beached

Journal 20th Sept

New love buddy (LB). No ego. No fear. Just a sweet connecting man. At last.

Journal 19th Sept

"They fuck you up your mum and dad. Larkin.

Counterfeit

Seeing you laugh with her is killing me Yet you do things that I do. I'm confused and don't know¦ What are you putting me through? You laugh like her, talk like her And treat me like you don't know me.

MUCKING AROUND WITH OTHERS' SONG TITLES

Nothing compares 2 U, you're beautiful.

Larry & Mick Meet Lairy & Mark and Get Terribly Confused

'This is confusing,' said Larry. 'It certainly is,' said Mick.

Swim

Swim against the current harness the waves sovenier kept in pocket a smoke on the beach loat on the water hill side sunshine mountains continue off the page into infinity...... growing wings
Cherry

Reiki

She held her hands out like forgiveness for all the sinew and pavement I mounted like a playground, she offered me socks and sleep her eyes gummed shut like my tin of vaseline.

Gaul and wormwood

Needs editing
Cherry

Condition

'I think you will find that the conditions and cautions of this parternship have expired.' This is how he put it my banker boyfriend, his hair as set a s a scallop his tongue as scrubbed as a club latrine,

That must have been hard

The first stanza of what I will write into a poem very soon.

Glot gift

Another speed poem.

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