"Too Far"

Paralyzed,
Numb,
Fixed in deception
Clearly the life that lies ahead is far too much erased
Focus,
Target,
Pinpoint the now in your life
And they say, "Go into the future and think abt. it now"
"Do not let life pass you by"
But with life one should be caught up
and filled with the joys that it brings.
It is when we go to that far distant point of no return
And we loose our identities b/c we have thought too far
What happened to wholeness, completeness, certainty b4 more
How can we step out not having closed the previous door?