Dark Fox's blog

So not been writing for a while. Just getting through each day as it comes. My boyfriend is amazing, patient and everything like that but feel not myself. I feel angry alot, and then sad then happy. This can be in one day. I am struggling with my emotions alot. I am trying to be the best version of me for my boyfriend because if he sees me at my worst... well i don't think he will want me anymore. Stupid thoughts in my head all day everyday. I...

Well where to begin with this tale of my life for the last five months. I guess I should start by saying I am safe and happy most of the time when I don't have to communicate with a certain person. But sharing a child means I have to communicate with him. Lets start with the weekend of November 22nd. I went to a friends house as she lives on her own, her cat looked like he was on his way to kitty heaven. My husband (who I am still married to but...

Hi everyone. I am so sorry that I have not written anything new in the last couple of months. My creativity is a little on the low side and for that I am sorry. On the plus side, there may be something written later this week or early next week. I am currently raising money for a 10k walk that I am doing on the 7th at midnight. I may write something about it after I have done it. I know it will be a lot of fun but its going to be hard. I am...

So since I have been back off my holiday, I have not really had time to write anything. Life has once again got in the way. I am working too hard again which are long days. I have had a car accident so car is not working right now. Got a temporary car but will need to pay that back to insurance when I can. It has been very stressful and I have not found the inspiration to write. I hope to write something soon but please bear with me while I try...

Well my holiday is over. Had to go to office today to get gloves for work and tell them why I was sick again. I'm sorry I had covid a week before my holiday. I still went to work before I went away so they can't say I made it up. I was on a half day tomorrow and now I am on all day. But I really don't mind. I will see a few people that I have not seen for a while. I do a different round now so I don't see these clients much anymore. They are...

I have just uploaded another story and I am so proud that I am still writing. I am not bragging just expressing my excitement that I am still able to write. Do I dare try a small novel next or keep with my short stories and songs? Any advice would be appreciated. I hope everyone is doing okay. You guys are amazing and let no one tell you different.

I know I have been quiet lately. I have just been on holiday for a while and not had any internet. I promise that even though I have been very busy visitng new places as well as old childhood memories, there has been a story written but its currently on paper and needs a little editing. Hopefully be on here tomorrow or sunday. As you may or may not know, I live in the uk up the nothern parts but it wasnt always so. I used to live a bit further...

Well my week has turned a little weird. So doing well with the writing that I have started. All stories that I have done so far have been cherrypicked and it has given me such a confidence boost. My husband doesn't understand why I get so excited when I see the cherries. My little boy who is only 8 years old has covid. He doesn't seem to be too bad. He is a bit pale and has a runny nose but I am so worried about him as his mum. He has lots of...

Another day has passed. I have not been able to write today as I have been working. Maybe I should explain what I do part time and what my husband does part time as we homeschool our son. My husband James does vinyl wrapping. Mostly furniture though he has done accent bits in our car. I am a community care assistant. My job is to help people stay in their own homes by caring for them. Personal care, food preparation and other simple home tasks...

Well now I have written a piece in the first time for years. My son is older and doesn't need my constant attention. He can use his time wisely now and seems to demand less of mine. I love him and it makes me proud that he can use his own time and not need constant attention. I can focus again on my writing and ideas for writng. I loved the feeling of writng again. It made my anxiety go down and made me feel alittle more human. A bit more of a...