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I don't think it helps you at all to glibly blame Glasgow City Council "smart arses" for all your problems. Neither does attention-seeking (see the title of this thread, and the briefcases incident). Do you have evidence that the council only recognises female self harm? Because admittedly that WOULD surprise me. What do you want the "smart arses" to do about your family life breaking down? Stephen, you can moan and moan about GCC's inadequate support mechanisms till you're blue in the face: but at the end of the day, they can only TALK to you about your problems and traumas, they can't wave a magic wand and make it all better. The only person who can stop you self-abusing is YOU. You have the power, you hold the key. Not the council.

and see serielsy it's not a joke. See over the last few years when iw as going through all this, you need to know at times i was hanging on to my life, it was like i was using the forums here as my voice nobody would listen to me, they wher all just laughing at me as i hung on to my life. It gave me a voice to talk about the pain in my life. I know some of you hate me so much and think whatever, but iwasn't coming on and taking the piss. I was hanging on to my life. No-one wanted to know me. Theyre like that in Glasgow. Going through the police stations not one person stopped and said hey wait minute what this guys is saying is true. The fight does continue. To open a self supporting group called 'scars' where men & women who where involved in self behaviour and left for dead by Glasgow city services can talk about how it feels to walk through life with sthere bodies covered in self inflicted scars usually doen because of stress and a breakdown in there mental health. Of course the bitter old women of glasgow will try and stop it. Glasgopw city council will try and stop it being opened yet they are open in English citys. Thats what surpises me so much in 3 years of talking like this not one person has tried to get in touch with me and say hey your talking a lot of sense when you talk about this self harm agenda, christ bbc scotland aired a programme in jan that backed evreything i was saying. Why didn't they contact me to hear a much more horific story of serial huamn rights abuse and murder within Glasgow. I am a glasgow based writer, are the people of glasgow and Scotland afraid to hear the truth of what is happening in there country to do with this issue. the human rights abuse on to males who suffer this is unreal in Glasgow with bitter old women allowed to dicate the servcies which males are offered. How can a bitter old women possibly reach out to a young man in this situation. It is an affliction of our times yet no-one is recognising it. Servcies in Glasgow have done nothing. Self supporting groups where proven to work but Glasgow city council have other plans. To cover up the truth of the road of human rights abuse and genocide in there city to do with this group of people. Christ i had to evacuate bbc scotland to try and bring attention to it yet today nothing has changed. glasgow city council decided to leave it to the local police to monitor this group of people, do you belive that, the police. What the F are the police going to do. Not one person has tried to reach out to me in all this time. I should be taken in to the debate on this agenda but i don't know how to get in to it. No one wants to know. Alll local services in Glasgow are involved in the absue of this group of people through witholding information on what causes self harm. There is no information anywhere. Scars will open in Glasgow. I lost my sanity while trying to deal with this. I am slowly getting it back. Please someone come and talk to me about this and help me open the group or get some who can help me. they all laugh at me of course they do. I was walking about glasgow like amd man for three years while iw as writing the poetry. All the polcie got to know me. they would all laugh at me while iwas bleeding to death and then stick me in barlinne in cells with razors. It can all be proved. This has been my life for the last three years yet something remarkable happened i wrote a lot of poetry plays and film scripts. the scars are real. every bit of money i ever earn from my writing will go in to Scars and helping people. Its important that who wever took me of pabd asks them to let me publish a book of my poetry. You don't know what iwas going through or maybe you do and you just dont care. they all laugh at me in this city not one person has ever reached out and said hey its ok all the scars all the abuse. glasgow city council can't be trusted it's improtant that the rest of the Uk and people and media keep tabs on everthing they do. look at the state they leave ther hospitals in what do you think there mental health services are like. Its really important that someone helps me set up scars. There must be someone who can reach out and help me do this. There must be. I dont want to be your friend or your lover i just need to talk about how it feels like with other people who understand. the groups are in England yet not in Scotland. Are we to trust a city council who hosts over 300 sectarian parades in ther city every year. Parades that glorify the IRA and the UDA. If they can host parades that glorify murderers suerly they can help me in setting up my group called scars for males who have been involved in self harm and feel that they can't trusts the bigots who staff most of glasgows services for one reason or the other. F** celtic and rangers we as people could jump all over Glasgow tomorrow and put these bigoted murdering supproting scum in ther eplace. Do they think they have some neverending army of bigots, i think not. Help me please. Help us save young life in Glasgow.

Does anyone see the truth in what i am saying. I'm not trying to cause trouble its just the anguish and stress of it all five years in dealing with the harm. Its a disease like cancer but stems in the mind. Im sure even amongst glasgows hardened bigots and policemen they might see some truth in this. These people from Glasgow should be ashamed of themselfs all of them there services there police there prisons media for treating human beings in such a way. Have they not got one bone of conscience. Maybe if it was there child they owul dfind that bone but knowing the people of Glasgow, i doubt it. Im sure now they ll all be getting angry 'nae wan tooks tae glasweegies like that were big bad brave men well kill stephen were the big bad brave glasgow men grunt grunt..

Lord all mighty. Where do I start? People HAVE tried to reach out to you, give you advice, on these very forums. It's just that you don't listen, and continue ranting. Which is why I suspect most people have given up trying to reach out yourself. If people take the piss out of you, it's because - whilst a lot of what you say is heartbreaking - a lot of what you say makes no sense whatsoever (bitter old women? genocide?), and can be on the repetitive side. Sod the council. Set up your group yourself. If there's enough interest, it will be a success. Trust me, no bitter old women will try try to stop you.

I don't think we get many Glaswegian police reading these forums, but I haven't checked the stats. I'm sure the police DID believe that you have self-harmed, they just didn't accept it as justification for causing a bomb scare.

Could be more advantageous if you set something up within Glasgow. Find some like minded people. You may be appealing to the wrong crowd here? Throw a poetry and pints evening with emphasis on the cause. This will enable people a good nights entertainment, become educated and raise a little cash. If you add up all the time it's taken you to rant here you could possibly have put all that time to better use. The reason noone really takes much notice is because it doesn't really affect them, it's the nature of the beast. Surely you must know others who've been in the same situations as you?

you're wasting your time. He doesn't read responses when he's like this.

Sadly, that's true. But it is still nice to see someone making the effort. Paul has talked a lot of sense here (sadly, things that others have said dozens of time, but it is hard to give up on another person in pain) And don't bother trying to bait me, Jasper, I have no interest in talking to you unless you are saying something of sense or importance. I don't have Dan's software fitted, but I will just use my own filter to decide whether you are making a valid and worthwhile contribution.