sorry ely

forgiveness, murder, money, sympathy, pain, appreciation. You seem to spend your life waiting for things to come to you Stephen but life doesn't work like that. You have to actually do stuff, positive stuff, for yourself and you'll make a start on all those dreams of yours. ... of course, it could all be bullshit and I might have been right after all. Maybe you really do enjoy the attention and the sympathy a little too much. When are you going to try harder Stephen? WHEN? After we 'get them to pay you your money'? After the next lot? When you're feeling better? After all this madness and pain stops? Maybe tomorrow eh? Yeah, maybe in a bit, when you're feeling up to it eh? That day comes and goes every day and you just load another excuse into the chamber and fire it our way and wait for whatever you feel you need to just come knocking on your door. I don't want your free apologies mate so take your tongue out of your cheek and go get yourself a mirror, you can apologise to that.

To read further, send £5 to the usual addy. I'm sawwy too, Ely. There, no free apology from me.

*sings in a theater voice* large amounts dont grow on trees youve got to pick a pcoket or two youve got to pick a pocket or two* and enters 'i aint that sorry today mate', i just got on one a bit yesterday, thats all. Ely, what kind of name is that anyway but, is that not train station outside cambridge. You must have got few pelters school but being engerland, you probably didnae, you probably fitted right in. *picks gstring out of crikey and continues* what yall up to the day, i'm medicated ;) *giggles contently and moves the coversation forward a bit more*, You dont have to be gay if you want to be a women do you ????? How can that be some of the more shyer members of the site may diconcern BUT it is possible *sighs and thniks how she could swan down the surrey lakes wearing a naughty little number with 'ely' fanning the wind of oneself* and exits

*ren-enters and giggles* and throws up

it's a nickname, not the kind you normally hear ("the guy in the dress in cell 3") and it rhymes with Eel Eye whereas the place outside cambridge (and just down the road from me) rhymes with feely. well that's that cleared up, I couldn't make any sense of the rest of your post so I'll just leave it there.

haha! Another local.