community stuff in the Uk

I'm going to write short film script about this guy actually and try and imagine what he might have went through to bring him to this point, will post soon. Any thoughts on why people, might be behaving like this oh did you see the guy in america who derailed 'all' the trains.

oh ok, see your alla stalkitive as ever. don't worry its not like i want to be any of your friends or particularly to meet any of you in person 'but' i will conitue as a writer to use the forums on one of Europes buisiest creative writing websites because i am writer. thansk for getting me taken of pabd. as some one who is homeless and gettign over mental health problems and also as someone who was going to use pabd to publish a book of my poetry, to sell to get me out of homlesness. It really says something about a few indivuals around this site considering some of the abuse directed towards me over the last few years. Its pathetic and imatture and im sure alot of people would agree from outside the site. In hindsight the original post was prematture. What i was trying to say as someone who has been unemployed for over ten years experienced homelesness health problems and all that goes with it well sometimes you can understand the despair that people feel. Last week in Glasgow i was walking in to town trying to get a few pound to pay for my b&b andiw as really angry a si got in to town i could hear flutes and drums. I thought yes yes, iw as so angry about life, the desperation the self harm the confusion unemployement thought about a baby thought about what had been getting said to me, being treated like a doormat. Got around the corner, wasn't sure who it would be the orange or the other mob, iw asn't bothered, just wanted to march the pain away. Turned the corner and all they where there the bloody sunday parade was about to kick of, yes i thought, got really exceited at the bottom of the high street was hundreds of protesetors all getting ready to go of the police hemming them in throwing bottles everything, the bnp, uvf supporters and all that, i felt an affinity with them, the anger. Jumped to the front of the celtic-troops out march all the guys getting ready to march warming up on the flutes and stuff and went ot the front of the parade and punched the air and walked down the street, stood inbetween the loyalists and republican marhcers and in front of the polis i punched the air and edged the march on and the loyalists to confront them. I was quickly punched out the way by a policewomen. This was my anger. Its been tough. I'm not a bigot i would have marched with the loyalists on that day such was my anger. Its hard. thsi world is turning bad becasue people cant debate see others points of views, there quick to judge, only see the bad side and dont look at the good. Thats gutted me about the pabd 'guys'. I thought of all people i would be someone to benefit from this, socially and all the rest. its easy to hate for a bit bit bit hate the ride the divide the fall stall with your love shine onandonandon.......

oh theres another march on saturday i've heard. im making sure i'm out of town... *blushes*

Chin up, city poet stephen d!

its just all self harm but its not just the person it affects, it affects everyone so when we are dismissive and hide behind ignorance and think our words actions an dignorance have no triggering values on this world all we are doing is folling our little own selfish heads, you might think thats rich coming from me, but when i speak in haste i put it right, another thought. Did you hear that they reckon the temperature is going to increase by 11 degrees over the next century in the UK hey proof of God at last all i have said everyday of my life living in scotland is 'god why cant i live in a hot country'. I had what i thought was an excellent new theory on lfe today... what if.......... every thought you ever had came to fruition in this world all be it through another person, meaning, they took the consequence of the thought and it might even take about twenty years for the thought to work in to the peoples pysce, into the world and form. thats possible, meaning, that every dark contemputious thought or every soft golden hopeful forgiving thought would eventually reach in to the world itself. If we believed this to be true we would all become accountable untill each and everyone of us learned the true meaning of the word respect. just a thought !!!!

*yawns* im bored ;) memememememememememememem its t s a ll mememememememememememem mammy mammy can ah sail doon the clyde in ma grannys ol smelly welly boots and then walk aboot toon as that galanky c__T hen broon please mammy i willnae eat any mare deep fat mars bars *yawns and lloks at clock and glances thoughtfully at mark brown and laughs and glances at clock again, says bye *and exits*

re-enters comedy eh ! can only try. i suppose if i can crack the forums i can make it anywhere, holy wood pinewood oh its all waiting for me mammy oh if i could only crack the forums i would have it all amde ! I mean if could make this miserable bunch of tossers laugh i could make i could really make it, i live in hope and outs once more

A propos of not much really, there is a belief that self-harm is a way of using ones body as a form of blackmail.