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Thu, 2005-04-14 21:29

sorry

Sorry for this week and all the other weeks. Sorry for insulting the poor scottish people. Glasgow district council. I haven't really sent stuff away to the journalist and on the whole the scots are lovely people. I didn't really mean any of that stuff i was saying last week about labour mps nor any mps.

Im sorry for saying all that stuff. Theres no soul the world not had the wrath of me recently. Im sorry. As for the razors in the prison cell that was normal it was just that i had kept them after a shave. As i've said before when it gets difficult well i have a tendency to see one side and convince myself of different things and make things up like i am judging the whole world, every thing is because of me. Everything bad. Do not take words of madness literaly.

I just read the papaers and then make things up around them and its so sad but its like my way of dealing with things.

When i think of the things i have written on here i want to curl up and scream and keep screaming. Sorry i dont know to who well anyone who might have taken offence. Look i dont know if your really taking massive offence to me i expect you are. I dont know about all this anymore. I'm sorry. I am nothing.

Thu, 2005-04-14 21:31

stephen_d

please leave my family alone and leave me alone please god get them to fucking stop

Thu, 2005-04-14 21:32

stephen_d

please

Thu, 2005-04-14 23:01

Maxwell Eddison

pack it in will ya

Fri, 2005-04-15 01:28

funky

Hey stephen - is ok man. We all lose it sometimes - all of us. Nobodies perfect, we all have our moments. I am always saying things I regret, it is part of human nature to do this. The hardest thing to do in this situation is to just accept what you have done and move on. Dwelling on it doesn't do no good man. Is a mistake I make over and over, it locks you into a spiral and it is bloody hard to get out of it - you have to try real hard to forgive yourself, move on, learn and forget. The only way I could break free from this spiral was by seeing the doctor and then taking medication. But I aint going to suggest you do that - however you do need to find something to hold onto and pull yourself up with dude. You need something to give you strength, I wonder if you should try and get away from the city maybe, it doesn't seem to be doing you any good mate - you need to find peace so you can get your head together. Go somewhere else, change your location, make a new start - find some place you can feel happy, if this doesn't work, then go and see a doctor, get some help, I know it's humiliating to do this. I felt real embarrassed when I saw the doctor, it was hard, but if nothing else works I suggest trying some medication, just till you are strong enough to stand on your own two feet dude. If you ever need to talk to anyone, email me , my email is : funky_one@hotmail.co.uk

Fri, 2005-04-15 08:50

mississippi

Ritchie, he doesn't lose it 'sometimes', he loses it 'every time', and he won't respond to you, we've ALL offered him help, and to my knowledge the only person he EVER contacted was AJ, and he didn't take her advice either.

Fri, 2005-04-15 12:44

emily yaffle

Here's an idea, why don't Stephen and Jasper just communicate directly with each other and leave the rest of us out of it?

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