Posted by Highhat on Wed, 19 Dec 2012
No no presents- but it is soon Christmas Eve and the big evening- families wil be gathered- kindness,love and care will be shared. An extra effort this time of year to make it a festive and happy occassion.
Okay- I hate Christmas. This year I hate it. Uptil now it has only been a pain. A dog who had to be operated on, a tooth pulled out, a row and now endless days of dark skies, freezing temperatures, slippery paths, gammy knee- I could go on moaning. I will be alone Christmas Eve (our celebration) and am alone these days. I am concerned about the world but noone seems to be concerned about me. Oh poor me- alas!
I received a book in the post from a friend and acquaintance- I have put it under the tree and will unpack it on the 24th in the evening.
I am depressed as these lines bear witness of. I couldn't be bothered to read much- it has to be very accessible and I certainly can't write anything meaningful.
I want to get on with my life but don't know how. Every now and again I need a change. I used to move about a lot- from place to place. That gave me a thrill. This time I am not moving again. Have found the perfect spot.