Posted by Highhat on Thu, 20 Dec 2012
I survived a mild psychosis this week. It wasn't fun but I am touching earth again- grounded. Now I have mixed emotions about this time of year. I am happy and indifferent.Strange- perhaps I am still slightly psychotic.I know I am depressed. These days -cloudy and freezing. Yesterday morning the sun peeked through the clouds for a short while. I enjoyed the few moments. Otherwise it has been grey for days - especially after the snow has melted. It did brighten things with all the white.
Next week the shops are closed for three consecutive days.24th,25th and 26th.Not that I can afford anything but I may run out of some essentials which I have a bit of change for.
I have asked the care-support woman to stay away. She treated me like a child. She made me feel so small and stupid. It was frightening to meet a person like her: controlling, bossy and superficial. She made me feel insecure. I wonder how on earth she became a care-support worker? I believe she is very insecure herself.