A new disease rises

anyway back to self harm. People like john mississippi or radio have not to comment on this post. Only people who want to try and understand. Now imagine if your brother had cancer and he was being treated like that. The world health organisation says its as series as cancer.

YOU PEOPLE ARE STANDING BY WHILE THESE PEOPLE ARE BEING MURDERED IN COMMUNITES AND ALL PLEADING NAZI IGNORANCE WHILE THESE POEPLE ARE LSOING THERE LIFES AND THERE LIFES ARE BEING DESTROYED I REALISE THAT MOST OF YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT COWARDS BUT THESE ARE INNOCENT GOOD PEOPLE WHO ARE DYING AND NO ONE IS CHALLENGING IT. THAT TRIGGERS SERIES DILEMAS INTO YOUR NATION. I think one thing you could have done would have been to encourage me to write about male self harm and how it was been treated and why all these people where losing ther lifes. I had a seies breakdown last night again due to the pressure of being made homelss and how these people have been treating me. ANYWAY HAVE A GOOD LAUGH TODAY AND TOMORROW LISTEN TO THE NEWS AND LAUGH SOME MORE

oh some of my friends have just touched down at heathrow *from the states* and they're coming in to London to have word with a few people about belittling christains online. You probably don't want to get to smart with these people...............

but back to the real story thats what matters. You see the things is. History shows that when things like this happens series problems unfold. These people are being muredered by the cartload in england ans cotland with the 'current' uk gov prepared to go along with it. In america they stopped viewing these people as nutters and realised that they had a series disease that could be put right with understanding.Yet in teh Uk they continued to kill these people with the patheticv british tax payer paying for the execution of these people in british hospitals being belittled by british people and thinking they where going to walk away with out fighting a war. Wether that war comes from nature or man is up to you guys but it is ready. You could work hard and avert it but that would mean a lot of hard series work over the next few weeks and would mean for all the Uk media outlets to cover this national scandal immediatly to wake the Uk tax payer up to self harm for once and for all and how all these inncocent people have being muredered in the Uk under a pretext of mental health.................and in doing so help these poor people regain self esteem and there lifes back your times running out guys i'm sure your starting to become aware of that...............................

Do you remember that guy who had to muredr his daughter who was involved in self harm. I understand why she went that way. These people are developing series probelms because of the Uk media. The only media in the western world that is prepared to belittle the ill while there socialist elite wine and dine and make decisions that are costing these people there lifes. These people are hearing the voice of dying men and women complaining about series human rights abuses leading to deaths in the Uk and most notably Scotland *which is still under jurisdiction of westmister* a country where young male suicide rose through the roof while the socialist elite all wined and dined kidding on they where some sort of human right activists while they heard the voice of these men and women dying in there own country....................

Anyway i'll give you a bit of time to contemplate. And you people aren't just nothing. The media you spread directly effects many lifes. We understand the triggering effect, john. So take time to think of that today and ponder on what you could have done different..........'and what you could still do, if you had a gram of sense'

Stephen please stop ranting at us, we're not cowards or Nazis please don't bother with the "sorry guys, I was having a bad day" apology that will, I'm sure, follow. Please stop blaming everyone for not helping YOU. It is obvious to anybody that you don't need encouragement to write about self harm. you use the word 'serIEs' a lot and, in this context, it's spelt serIOUs. which is a neat way to describe your writing generally. You state insults as facts when you really owe us an aoplogy so, remember, it's not IE, it's IOU

Oh i was trying to get an interview with the greater glasgow health director about the citys failing to combat self harm and listen to the world health organisation.....it seems he was in a series car accident a few weeks ago and is in his hospital with his back broken in five places' I'm sure of anything this man should have been held responisible in Euroepan courts for the human rights abuse but as well know here the Uk seeks hard to cover up the abuse fromt he wider world. I like to think i'm playing my part in bringing it to the attention of the wider world..

I think the US libearls and Europe should be more involved in this debate, anyone elso think so ? *as it seems the uk public arn't prepared to confront it, oh i will be showing the 'scars of christ in the media article' in Edinburgh next week, just before the maryhill housing association make me homeless, a man on sickness benefit homeless..after everything........... and as i have ben trying to say for the last TWO years during my research i found a new formula to help people who self harm regain there fitness which based around the 'power of the word' and backed up by the worlds biggest universities. By recognising this we save time money 'ENERGY' and most precious of all human life. Not bad for man who trailed the streets of the Uk homelees for ten years being misterated inm police stations hospitals social services becasue of the British peopels failure to recognise and help people involved in self harm.

*blushes in a worried sort of way* *blushes again* *and outs*

sorry guys i had a bit of a breakdown last night and this comes as a defence mechanism. The breakdown was very real and was a direct result of everything that has been going on in my life....... none of its true of course and i belive in jesus i aint a christian

How come in your posts you never ever ever ever ever ever acknowledge that anyone else is doing anything about self harm???? You've put hundreds of posts on here about self harm but here and on your website the only person who is doing anything at all about it is STEPHEN DALY. You don't direct anyone to any sources of help because - according to you - you are the only person doing anything. Of all the thousands of mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, cousins, friends, health professionals etc who have to deal with this STEPHEN DALY is the only person in Glasgow who has ever done anything about it. Why don't you spend some of your effort promoting others work rather than the 100% attention on STEPHEN DALY. Maybe it would be good for you and be a help for u instead of having STEPHEN DALY at the center of every single blessed thing you write about. Peace.

*caah* what am i like. Its not all for nothing. Its showing the detremental effects of this countries policys on self harm when the whole world can witness what is going on. Its all related to having no-one to talk to about it and they know this hence the massive suicide increase. I can prove why self harm support groups would help and they knew this to years ago. Science shows it . Because it was such a small group of people suffering it they had a field day. It was taken me three months to access some on to talk to about it all yet time was and is precious in this disease and they knew that. Three months when one cut might kill you. It nearly did me. It's not about feeling sorry and 'he's mad' its breaking down the stigmatision and letting people get better. Three months you might be dead. They know the statistics. Pysciatry doesn't just hold the answer in male self harm. I suffered it and researched it. It was as much down to socio-economical reasons. The court cases begin and i'm seeing it through. By listening to why it all happened, which, i am going to write about, you'll see the sense and what was pushing me to this. Cause and act. I'm not a danger to anyone. I don't need peopel telling me i am ill and need medicine what i need is it recognised what happened to me when trying to get help for self harm from the years 1997-2004. How that affected me. What people can learn from it? this is when the truth will be shown and people will start to understand and maybe afew apologies will be forthcoming not from here but from other things in my life. The importance of communication saved my life and can also be shown why immediate access to self harm groups for all ages and run by the people who know in communities in the Uk could save life. The fight for justice goes on. You might not understand you might not want to but my personel battle goes on and will go on. Its not about wanting to be a female and belittling my self as laughing stock no its about how they where treating it and what they wher saying to people..on the road to death (unterated self harm, how they wher turning people away from hospitals while telling them they had an incurable disease when that wasn't right. the fight goes on and its all being recorded. for history of course. *you must be kidding*........

Part of the syptoms that eventually unfolded on abctales.com forums was me taking a mechanism i was using when in breakdown mode and turning it in to agreesion on the forums. The agression was some kind of natural concern. There had to be an outlet. The negativity i was receiving was to great. If the internet and abctales.com had not been that shoulder i would have died. Wether the other forum users had any idea what was going on in my life remians to be unknown. It helped prove to me that speaking was going to be important on my road back to fitness. One of the mechanism I used was tangling my life in to the bigger pciture of the world and using incidents and comparing them to things that where happening in life. By doing this it helped me feel a sense of justice to my situation. But i'm sure the illness might have scared the shit out of a few of the office staff and forum users because it certainly scared the shit out of me. OBVIOSLY If you where have to have believed what i was saying about the accidents and the storms you would have to believe every other piece of ill semiotic that i had uttered and if that was to be the case well, the world would have ended a long time ago. It was all just an outpouring of the negativity that was being directed towards me. I think i tried to bring to the attention of this site because so many writers hanged out and i thought well this is a very series situation that is going on under our noses and no-one is bothered. I tried writing to mps and contacted the scottish media for two years. I eventually seen miss Sturgeon who seemed interested from the political aspect and told me she would discuss it in parliment but if she had bothered contacting me 1 year later she would have found the situation unresolved. Maybe she never had the time to enquire about the human apsect of it. The court cases where directly related to it. You could see that clearly yet hear i was worrying for over a year and a half untill the court case came to trial worrying how i was going to be punished when in fact i shouldn't have been me in the dock. That was clear to see when you heard the fully story. I feel really sad that some people who run abc have seen me like this. All i can say that it must have ben natural occurence. It happened. I seemed to dominate certain posts be rude ect but it was all part of it.........the disease Anyway its my stupid pathetic life, maybe to some, the fool maybe but i don't see my-self that way. Anyway another stupd post maybe, maybe not but its out. At least i aint suffering in silence. But i do plan to try and calm down on them.

stephen, If posting is making you feel better than have at it buddy. Nobody is going to help you more than you can help yourself. It's plain to see that your going through something, I hope you get it figured out, and what you can't, let go of it and take it the best way you can.