Prologue It's February 18th 2004, I'm out with my friends at a local Scream Bar. I'd been trying to have a good time but it's just not working. I've been having an old girlfriend called Jessica sending me Text Messages for about an hour. I'd been trying to pretend I was ok but I wasn't in the slightest bit ok. Though I think, I'd been fooling everyone. She's been telling me what a liar I am and that I never loved her. Which isn't true, I did, despite how abusive she was towards me. By 22:00 I've had enough and I've become so upset about her comments (which included how evil I am and what a Bastard I am) that I don't want to carry on living anymore. If it wasn't for the way she'd treated me before hand then I might not have felt like this but I did and I felt so bad that I acted on these feelings. Therefore, when I got home from the Pub I took 32 Tegratol Tablets. Then waited for it to 'kick in'. However, I got another Text from Jessica, my ex-girlfriend, asking me to meet her at my local Shops. (I'd tried changing my Number to stop her calling and sending me Text Messages but it didn't work as people kept telling her my new number).
