The Start

Prologue

It's February 18th 2004, I'm out with my friends at a local Scream Bar. I'd been trying to have a good time but it's just not working. I've been having an old girlfriend called Jessica sending me Text Messages for about an hour. I'd been trying to pretend I was ok but I wasn't in the slightest bit ok. Though I think, I'd been fooling everyone. She's been telling me what a liar I am and that I never loved her. Which isn't true, I did, despite how abusive she was towards me. By 22:00 I've had enough and I've become so upset about her comments (which included how evil I am and what a Bastard I am) that I don't want to carry on living anymore. If it wasn't for the way she'd treated me before hand then I might not have felt like this but I did and I felt so bad that I acted on these feelings. Therefore, when I got home from the Pub I took 32 Tegratol Tablets. Then waited for it to 'kick in'. However, I got another Text from Jessica, my ex-girlfriend, asking me to meet her at my local Shops. (I'd tried changing my Number to stop her calling and sending me Text Messages but it didn't work as people kept telling her my new number).
I don't know why but I agreed to meet her. I guess I was just scared of what she might say or do if I didn't meet her. When I met her at the Shops, I was persuaded into going back to her House despite not wanting to. As like before I was scared of what she might say or do if I didn't. She'd threatened me and hit me before so I didn't want to say no but that didn't mean I wanted to go with her. I was scared so I felt like I had no other choice. Though running from the Car seems like a good idea now. Or just never agreeing to meet her. I think she wanted something of hers back that I had. Though thinking about it now I can't remember what. Christmas and Valentines Day presents I think.
When we got back to her House is when the effects of my overdose kicked in. It must have been about half an hour from when we got to her House that the effects started. I was extremely dizzy and had trouble Walking. Jessica thought I was drunk at first but alas, no, I wasn't. I told Jessica what I did when she wouldn't stop asking questions about what was wrong with me. So I came clean about what I'd done. But what happened nest was the first time I saw any signs of her caring because the first thing she did was check out how an overdose of Tegratol can effect a person and then Phone NHS Direct. According to the book she read on Medicine I could of slipped into a Coma, so she wouldn't let me sleep. This is also, what the operator for NHS Direct said to her as well. After Jessica got off the Phone from NHS Direct, she spent the next 20 minutes or so trying to convince me to let her drive me to the Leicester Royal Infirmary Hospital. I kept telling her I'd be fine but as any concerned person would do, she wasn't having it and insisted I went to Hospital to be checked out. But in the back of my mind, I knew I would be fine and I was. This was why I didn't want to go to Hospital and other obvious reasons. But in the end I gave in and I let her drive me to Hospital where I was taken to a Cubicle without a Bed and I wasn't given a Bed for the entire time I was in the Hospital. I was given the all clear for going to sleep I slept in a Wheelchair. It was about 02:00 on the 19th February when I finally got to the Hospital.
I was given Blood Tests and Scans to check how my Body was doing and obviously, they found a High Dose of Tegratol in my System. But I was only kept in Hospital for about 4 hours. After all the tests were done, a Psychiatrist came to see me to find out what happened and why I took the overdose. I explained as much as I felt comfortable with. I explained that after a 'fight' with my ex-girlfriend I got so upset that I didn't see the point in living anymore. So I took the overdose. Though I didn't explain what was said in the fight. I told him how I felt physically and mentally. To which I explained that I felt dizzy and couldn't walk properly, that I was feeling sick, and that I was still upset over what had happened. Shortly afterwards, despite me not feeling any different physically or mentally, I was discharged from Hospital. This was about 06:00. I believe I should have stayed in the Hospital for at last 1 day but I was discharged anyway.
On the way home I was given a lift by Jessica to the top of my Street. Whilst we were on our way, she tried to convince to go back to her House but this time I wasn't having any of it. I wanted to go Home and that was that and I'm so glad I said that because I wouldn't of been able to cope being at her House. But after much talk about going back to her House I was dropped off at the top of my Street. Then I proceeded to walk home very slowly and once I got home, I just went to bed to sleep it off. Even though going home was better for me it wasn't much better because I then had to explain to my Mum and her Boyfriend why I was out all night and then tell them what had happened because they called a Doctor out to see me despite me saying that I'd already been to Hospital. My Mum thought it was a good idea to tell my Brother and Sister as well. Though it wasn't exactly what I needed. I wanted as few people to know as possible and to have my whole Family was mental torture for me because it felt like they were constantly judging me over it.

First Meeting

Me and Jessica first met when I decided to go back to College to study Electrical Engineering. The Course was called Access To Engineering. We met in September 2003. When the Course first started. She was 5 foot 7, long Brown hair and stocky and very outgoing. She was the only Women in the Class. She was 33 years old at the time and I was only 20 years old.

It was about a week into the Course before I first spoke to her. But before I spoke to her I could tell she was a bit feisty but I didn't think anything of it. I started speaking to her because no one else would do. So I thought I'd be nice to her.
I sat next to her in a few of our Classes and talked to her. I tried learning a few things about her to try and make friends with her. We spent our Breaks at College holding Hands and to this day I don't know why I kept going to hold her hand. It was just automatic because no one really showed that much interest in me until then. But Jessica didn't seem to mind. So I kept holding her Hand.
Whilst we were on a Lunch Break I stayed with Jessica. I hung around her like a bad smell. We went to get something to eat at the Canteen. What we had I can't remember but when we walking away from the Till to find a free Table to sit at, she turned around and said "By the way, I'm registered Disabled. It was a shock to hear purely because of how sudden and unexpectedly she told me. I had no problem with her being Disabled in the slightest but she didn't look Disabled. She looked like the average person but then again, so do I and I have many Medical Conditions.
We then found a Table and sat down. Once we were comfortable I asked her about her Disability. Jessica told me that she had Multiple Sclerosis (MS) and that she was diagnosed with it when she was 24 years old.

I remember during another Lunch Break, we went to the Student Union Hut which was located at the far side of the College next to the Electrical Engineering Installation building and I held her Hand the entire way there. Once we got to the Student Union we sat down on the Seats that were opposite the Pool Table (which was a pretty cheap Pool Table by the look of it). Shortly after we sat down the Women who ran that Student Union came out of her Office and Jessica instantly recognised her. She was the same Student Rep she had when she was first at College. To this day I can't remember her name. But Jessica and I were invited into the Office. Jessica and the Student Rep were sat in the Office, catching up as they'd not spoken in a long time. Jessica told the Student Rep how she was now widowed. Her ex-husband died in a Car Crash. But later that turned out to be a lie. She was never married to him. But the relationship and his death were true as far as I know.
Just as Jessica and I were leaving the Student Union Building to go to our next lesson Jessica started talking about Roy 'Chubby' Brown. How she got into talking about that I can't remember but I vividly remember Jessica asking me if I liked Chubby Brown. To which I said that I didn't.
At the end of the College day, Jessica asked me if I wanted a lift home in her Car. She asked where I lived and I told her that I lived in the Gilmorton Estate area of Glen Parva. Jessica told me that she had no idea where I meant but saying that she goes past Fosse Park if that was any help. I said "Yeah I live about a 15 minute walk away from there. So we left the Campus to go to the Car Park. She showed me the way to her Car and when we got to it, it was an Automatic Nissan Micra. Once we got into the Car and left the Campus we were having a general chat. I told her where I worked, how old I was etc. Once it came up to Fosse Park I said to Jessica "Here we are, I live down that way pointing down the main Road. Jessica replied by saying "Ok then, I'll try and find somewhere to park and let you out. she drove up a few metres and there was a lay by and proceeded to park in the lay by. The lay by was at the corner of Soar Valley Way and the Enderby Border. I sat in the Car thinking "Wow, I didn't realise I lived so close to Enderby.
Once Jessica had parked in the Lay by I undid my Seat Belt and said to Jessica "thank you for the lift. Just as I was about to open the Car Door and go, Jessica leaned over and Kissed me. I instantly thought "Wow, that was a pleasant surprise. I proceeded to open the Door and get out of the Car. Once I got out I looked inside the Car at Jessica for what seemed like an eternity. I then leaned in the Car toward Jessica and Kissed her. For a few seconds I was expecting a bad reaction from Jessica to me Kissing her. But she didn't reacted badly in slightest. Jessica looked at the front Window of the Car, then looked at me and said "I'll be smiling all day now. I replied by saying "I will be too and I gave her a smile. We stood in silence for few a moment and I said "Well, I best be going. The silence that followed after the Kiss was getting awkward so I thought to myself that I didn't want to stand against the Car Door in silence so I thought I best go.

But I wasn't sure if that definitely meant that we were a couple. She was the first person who had shown any real interest in me for years and I wasn't sure if she was just testing to see what happened. I went for 2 days not knowing if that's what it was. As we only held hands in those 2 days. I wanted to ask but I was afraid that would make me sound ditzy. So I tried finding a way to drop it into a conversation. I eventually found a way to drop it into a conversation when we were both walking towards the Student Union at College and Jessica was talking about her daughter, Rose and her Best Friend, Jim. Jessica told me how Rose thinks that her and Jim should be a couple. So I just casually said as a joke "your not going out with him though, you're going out with me. Jessica said straight afterwards "Yeah, that's right. So, saying that gave me all the reassurance I needed that we were in a relationship and I couldn't of been happier about that. I had a smile on my Face for the rest of the day after that. I couldn't believe it.

Within a week, she was talking about Sex and I wasn't sure about it because I'd never had Sex before. So I asked to wait. She was still talking about Sex for days afterwards and went into detail about her other sexual partners that made me feel uncomfortable but I just brushed it off because I didn't want a fight. She told me about a time where she in a relationship with a Man who hadn't had Sex before and told me how she got impatient with him and couldn't wait for Sex any longer and had Sex with someone else.

After approximately 2 weeks of us being a couple Jessica took her first bad mood out on me. To this day I don't know what was wrong with her.
I finished work as normal at 06:00 on a Wednesday morning of October 2003. I went Home and went on the Internet for an hour as I didn't see the point of going to Sleep. College started at 09:00 and I got Home from Work at about 06:45. So I would have an hours sleep which in the end made me feel more tired than it would with me staying awake. So I decided to stay awake and surf the Net. At 08:00 I left for College on what I thought would be a normal day. I went to the top of Gilmorton Avenue and left onto Lutterworth Road where the Bus Stop is. I wait for the first Bus that came along, though I had a choice of the 84, 84A or 85. It was the 85 that came first.

Once I got to College I went straight to the Canteen as it was just after 08:30 and I had half an hour before my Classes started. The Canteen was where I found Jessica. She was sat in one of the middle Tables with a Coffee. I walked up to her and said "Hi! Are you ok? She replied by saying "Yeah, I'm fine, thank you. I then said to her "I'll be with you in a minute I just want to grab a Coffee. so I walked up to the Food Line and asked for a Black Coffee with no Sugar. Once I had the Coffee and paid for it I walked over to Jessica and sat on the same Table but opposite her so I was facing her.

Moving In
After about 3 weeks of being a Couple about 3 or 4 days into October 2003, Jessica asked me to move in with her. To her 2 Bed roomed House in Narborough, Leicestershire This was a big decision as well as a big question to ask after only 3 weeks. We were sitting in Jessica's; Car driving to her house from what I think was a Restaurant. Once we'd parked the Car in front of Jessica's house, she made the leap and asked me the question of whether I wanted to move in. Jessica's Daughter, Rose, was sat in the back seat talking to us about what Jessica had asked me. Rose was 9 years old and she was a little confused about the situation and said "You don't want to rush my Mum and Jessica responded by saying "He's not rushing me, if anything I'm rushing him, Rose
I was wondering what to say to Jessica as being asked to move in with her was a big decision to make. After a while I said I'd think about it but knowing that I didn't really want to at the time. But I was too worried about upsetting to say 'no' straight away.
I had a week off working coming up and Jessica asked me about moving in again but I still wasn't sure so I said to Jessica as a suggestion "How about I stay round your House for the Week and see how I feel at the end of it? she said that was ok with her. At the time, I worked Nights in a Food Production Factory in Leicester and at the time, I thought it was kind of a cool Job because I love the Nighttimes.
So I stayed round her House for the Week. Whilst I was there, she was shouting and screaming at me and Rose a lot for no reason half the time. I got really scared. Because I've tried to block out what happened in this relationship I can't remember many specific incidences in the week but I do remember her shouting and screaming a lot a both me and Rose. I also remember Jessica punching me in the Stomach several times to try and show her Daughter self-defence.
I was fright to death of Jessica by the end of the week. And when she asked me if I wanted to move in I say yes out of fear. For the next week she was still the same. I remember me, Rose and Jessica were going out to Pizza Hut and I was sat there thinking to myself 'I don't want to live with you, but how do I tell you this?'. I couldn't this thought and the bad feelings around it out of my Head for days. Because I was too scared to say anything I said I was ok and that I was just tired when I was asked about what was wrong. So in general I tried to carry on as normal and pretend that I was ok. But by the end of the week I couldn't keep the act up and I took Jessica to one side and said 'I'm not as ready as I thought to move in with someone'. baring in mind I'd living with her for no more than 2 weeks, including the week where I was staying with whilst I was on Holiday from Work. The first thing she said to was that was ok. But within minutes she got extremely upset. We went into the Back Garden and I tried to talk to her about it but no matter what I said she wasn't having any of it. She started crying and I was trying to calm her down. She was sitting on a White Garden Chair and I was stood up whilst we were talking. Facing the Housing. With a set of worn down Swings to the left of us. By this time I'd left College because I couldn't Physically cope with Working Nights and attending a full-time College Course. Jessica said 'The only time I'll get to see you is at the Weekend' but I told her that I'll be able to see her a bit more than that as I finished Work at 06:00 and Woke up at 14:00. So I could at least see her for a few hours when she finished College. On a Monday and a Wednesday as far as I know they finished at around 17:00. So there was around 5 hours before I started Work where we could spend time together.
In one brief moment I said to her trying to calm her down 'Come on, it's not like I'm breaking up with you' to which she responded by saying 'You are though'. I know that this wasn't the best thing to say but I was running out of things to say because no matter what I said she wasn't listening and kept coming up with new things to 'talk' about and to counter what I'd already said to her. So saying to her that it wasn't like I was breaking up with her was last resort.
I stood there (for how long I'm not sure) trying to convince her that wasn't breaking up with her but she wasn't having any of it. It was stuck in her mind that I was breaking up with her and my efforts to convince her otherwise were futile. After what must have been about 20 minutes she got up and went out to the Front Garden to cut down the Bushes. At the time I thought I would leave her to do it as I thought she might need time to think and calm down. Whilst she was in the Garden I was sat in the Living Room of the House with Rose and I was trying to work out what just happened. I knew she would have every right to be upset but she reacted very badly to this. All I wanted to do was talk about why I wasn't ready to move in with her. Other than her behaviour, it was a lot for me to take in by moving in with someone who has a Daughter. I was 20 years old and I'd never been in a relationship with someone who had Children before.
Whilst Jessica was out there cutting down the Bushes, her ex-boyfriend, Roger, (Roses Father), showed up in his Car with current Girlfriend. I don't know her name as I've completely forgotten. But they have a Daughter called Chloe. Though I don't know what they were talking about but I assume it over Rose as that was the main reason (I hope) they were in contact Jessica told me that he thought it was disgraceful that she was out there doing the Bushes instead of me. But I had my reasons for letting her get on with it.
Jessica was out in the front Garden for what must have been an hour. When she came back I tried to talk to her to see how she feels though it was obvious she wasn't feeling any better. So I thought I better leave, at least for the rest of the Day. So that's what I did.
I had previous plans to see one of my friends on the day me and Jessica had the 'fight' to go to the Cinema to see A League of Extraordinary Gentleman. I decided to go with him anyway. His name is George, he's 6 foot 3 with long Ginger hair.
Once I got Home I got ready to go to the Cinema. I left the House at about 19:00. I got to the top the Street where the Bus Stop is but it turned out I had another 15 minutes to wait before the next Bus arrived, so to take up the time until the Bus arrived I walked down to the next Bus Stop which was about 10 minutes walking distance from the Bus Stop I was originally stood at. Whilst I was walking to the Bus Stop I was sending Text Messages to Jessica. Trying to explain what I was trying to tell her when I told her I wasn't ready to move in with her. But she wasn't having it. I got messages like "I don't know what to believe anymore "I thought you loved me. I was telling her that I did love her and that I wasn't trying to hurt her.
About 15 minutes into the film I received a Phone Call from Jessica. As the screen me and George were in was loud I told George I was just popping out to talk on the Phone and I'd be back in a few minutes. But the Phone call lasted about 10 minutes. Me and Jessica were talking about the events of the Day and I was still trying to convince her I hadn't broken up with her after a while she burst into tears. I was trying to calm her down and I told her I'd go round to her house to talk to her and to calm her down. After that I hung up and went back into the Cinema Screen and told George that I had to leave to sort out what was going with Jessica. I'd told George before hand what had happened with Jessica. So when I spoke to him about having to leave he was more than understanding about why I had to leave. So I left him in the Cinema Screen to watch the rest of the film. I said thank you to him and that I was sorry to dump this on him now.
I walked outside to the front of the Cinema and stood against one of the posts that stood at the front of the Cinema. I checked the Bus timetable for the next Bus but it turns out that there wasn't another one for half an hour so I ordered a Taxi because I thought it would be quicker but it wasn't the Taxi didn't turn up for another half an hour after I ordered it. But whilst I was waiting for the Taxi I rang Jessica to tell her that I'd ordered a Taxi and I'll be with her as soon as I can. I was really worrying about would happen and what I would say when I saw Jessica. But I had no idea. I was pacing backwards and forwards, biting my nails trying to rattle my Brains on what to do. I was so scared.
After half an hour the Taxi turned up. The driver was White Male with short Hair and stubble. I couldn't tell how tall he was as he was sitting down but he must have been about 5 foot 6. He was dressed in a White Shirt and Blue Jeans. You could tell he wasn't making the effort to dress up for work that day. Maybe he was having a bad day, I don't know.
Once I sat in the Car and I got comfortable. I told the Driver where I wanted to go. I knew exactly where I meant because he said 'ok' and didn't ask any questions and he just drove off. I didn't speak to the Driver until I got to where I needed to go and that was to ask for the Fare. I was too preoccupied sending Text to Jessica to try and calm her down. Which makes me sound a bit rude I know but I was thinking about what to do about Jessica.
I asked the Driver how much the Journey costs and he said '£7.50'. I took out my Wallet from my left pocket. I opened it and checked what money I had in me. I found a £10 note. So I took the £10 out and I gave it to the Driver. He then sorted picked up a Bag that was underneath his Chair. It was a small green draw string bag full of Change. He sifted through the Bag and then brought out £2.50. I unclipped my Seat Belt, opened the Door and climbed out, saying thank you as I did. I never did find out what the Drivers name was.
I walked around the back of the Car and went to the front door of Jessica's House. The House was a small Terraced House with a Green Door. 2 Windows up top and 1 at the Bottom on the right of the front Door with a Garden Path.
I walked down the Garden Path and I knocked on the Door. After a few seconds Jessica answered the Door. You could tell she'd been crying by looking at her Eyes. As they were Red around her Eye lids and underneath her both her Eyes.
Less than 2 seconds after she opened the Door I walked in a gave her a Hug. We stood at the foot of the Door what felt like a life time. Once we'd finished Hugging I asked her if she wanted to go and sit down in the Living Room. The living Room was fairly large with 2 Settees, 1 on either side of the Wall and a T.V in the right hand corner of the Room with a Picture of an ex-boyfriend of Jessica's next to the front Window and a Door way to the Kitchen on the far left of the Room. There were Black Shelves on the Wall about 2 feet away from the Television. When I entered the Living Room I noticed that Rose wasn't in the House. I assumed she was at her Fathers for the weekend as it was a Saturday.
I entered the Living Room first, holding Jessica's Hand and I walked her to the Settee nearest to the Door we walked in through and I sat her down. The first thing I said to Jessica was "I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to break up with you "I was just trying to tell you that I wasn't as ready as I thought I was to move in with you.
We were talking for what must have been an hour and I finally calmed her down by explaining properly how I felt about moving in and how I wasn't ready and that I did love her.
When we finished talking about what had happened I gave her a Hug and told her that I loved her. At that point I received a Text message from George telling me that he and Fred were going to Willie Thornes Snooker Hall and that me and Jessica were welcome to come along if we wanted to.
I read the Text Message aloud to Jessica and I asked her is she wanted to go. I said I'd go if she wanted to go as well as it sounded like fun and she said she wanted to as well. So I replied to George saying that we'd love to come and that we'd be with them in about half an hour or so. So me and Jessica started to get ready to leave. I already had my Shoes and Coat on. So I was waiting for Jessica to get her Shoes, Coat, Keys etc. Once Jessica was ready we both left the House and went to the Car. The Car was an Automatic Nissan Micra.
When we were on our way to meet my Friends, Jessica was asking about them as she'd never met them before.
When we got to Willie Thorns Snooker Hall, George and Fred were waiting in the Bar area of the Snooker Hall for us. We stood talking for a while. I made the introductions for Jessica to my Friends.
After we'd finished talking. George went over to the booking area to Book a Snooker Table for 4 people. Which was sorted out easily enough. It turned out that in order to access a Snooker Table you had to be a Member but thankfully George and Fred already had Membership Cards and were allowed to bring in 1 person each on their Cards. So that's what they did with me and Jessica as neither of us were members. We were all given a Cue and a set of Snooker Balls then went over to the Snooker Table nearest to the Booking Counter. Which was no more than 15 feet away from the Counter.
Once we got to the Table, George set up the Snooker Balls on the Table and then said "Who would like to make to make the first Break, what about you and Jessica, Martin? We both said "yes and I let Jessica take the first shot. She said to all 3 of us that she wasn't very good at Snooker. None of us really minded that so we let her carry on. She took the first shot and it broke up around half of the Balls on the Table. After that we all took it in turns to take a shot.
I remember all of us joking around and then Jessica jokingly saying "drop your Trousers then to George. Little did I know that, that was the start of the most humiliating time I could have with my Friends.
We played Snooker for what must have been about 2 and a half hours. I know that we left the Snooker Hall at 23:00 because it was closing.
We left Willie Thornes and went to a Burger Shop on Narborough Road. Though I can't remember what the place is called. We ate and then we left this place around 00:00. We went our separate ways at this point. I went home with Jessica and Fred was taken home by George. On the way back to Jessica's house I said to her that I'd stay round her House that night. So once we got back to Jessica's house we chatted for a few minutes then got ready for Bed.

Re-discussing Moving In.
About a month after me and Jessica discussed me not moving in with her indefinitely, Jessica asked me about moving in with her again. I said no to her and told her how I wasn't ready to move in with her yet. Jessica became really upset with my response. After what had happened the last time I said I'd think about moving in with her I couldn't just say yes to moving in with her. I needed to know that I was ready to move in with her before I did so.
Jessica started shouting at me. Saying things like "Phil will move in with me and Rose and look after us. Phil was a friend of Jessica's who really liked her and was sure that he was in love with her.
Once she started talking to me about how other people would move in with her I couldn't handle it and I curled up on the Bed almost in tears. I should of broken up with her at that point but I didn't.
I knew after the first time she asked me to move in and I said that I wouldn't that I should of broken up with her but I didn't. I thought that the relationship might be worth fighting for as we'd been together less than a month.

Hospital
Towards the end of October 2003 Jessica had a relapse from her MS and I spent a few days trying to convince her to go into Hospital because of much she was struggling with the pain. But she wasn't having it. She didn't want to go into Hospital. But I didn't give up trying. After long time fighting with her to go into Hospital Jessica agreed and I rang up for a Doctor to come out and see her to double check that she was having a relapse and to see if there was anything else wrong with her.
I rang up for a Doctor at the Limes Medical Centre at about 18:00 but he didn't urn up until about 21:00. I rang up the Doctors countless times in the meant time to see what was going on but all I was told was that he'd be with us as soon as possible. When he finally turned up I was relieved. He was a male Asian Doctor with a strong accent but I understood him fine and was wearing a Grey Suit. Once he came into the House (we were at Jessica's House at the time) he sat down and started asking what the problem was. I let Jessica explain to the Dr what was happening as she knew more about how she was being affected than I did. The Dr took notes and asked questions like where the pain was, when was she diagnosed with MS etc. After about 15 - 20 minutes he said that the best thing for her to do was go into Hospital for a few days and Jessica agreed without putting up a fight. The Doctor offered to ring up for an Ambulance as it would sound that bit more serious coming from him. So that's what we let him do. After the Dr had rang for the Ambulance he left and told Jessica that the Ambulance will be with her as soon as possible.

Once the Ambulance came I organised as much as I could on what to take with us. Jessica asked me to go upstairs and pick up her Beta Interferon. Which I did.

There were 2 Paramedics who came to pick up Jessica. One Male and one Female. The male Paramedic I can't remember very well but I remember that the Female Paramedic was about White, about 5 ft 10 inches with long Brown Hair.

Once we had everything we needed for the Hospital we proceeded into the Ambulance and went to the Hospital. The Male Paramedic got into the Drivers Seat and the Female Paramedic climbed into back with me, Jessica and Rose. Jessica asked the Female Paramedic "Which Hospital she am I being taken to? the Paramedic responded by saying "We are taking you to Leicester General Hospital, it won't be long before we get there.

One we arrived at the Hospital

Stupid
I remember one time where I was picking Rose up from School and I got a Text Message from Jessica about 10 minutes before I got to her House ending in "Pick up the Paper if you want and at the time I didn't realise I didn't get the full message. At the time Jessica had the Local Paper delivered to her House so I automatically thought that she'd already mentioned something to the Shop that delivers it not to deliver it that day. So I went into Carlton Newsagents with Rose and picked up the Paper.

When I got back to her House I handed her the Paper and at the time I thought it was all sorted with the Paper. But it wasn't. At about 16:30 that day a Paper dropped through the Letterbox. The very one that Jessica has delivered. I walked to the Front Door to pick up the Paper and when I saw it I thought there must have been some mistake. So I walked back into the Living Room and told Jessica about the Paper. I said "Huh? For some reason they've delivered the Paper. In that moment Jessica flew into a Rage. Asking me where I got the Paper from and why I picked it up in the first place. I was trying to explain that I thought she'd spoken to someone at the Shop about not delivering the Paper as I thought that would be the reason why she asked to pick one up in the first place. But she wasn't having it. Jessica took me upstairs to her Bedroom where she continued to shout at me. It got to the point where she was calling me names. The one thing I remember her saying vividly was "How stupid are you "I know it is only a Paper but it's pathetic

Baby

In May 2004 I received an e-mail from one of Jessica's Pen-Pals in America. Her name was Doris. She was asking me why I've not done anything about Jessica's Pregnancy and that I should urgently get in touch with Jessica about the Baby as she's 3 months Pregnant.
I sat in front of my Laptop in shock thinking Jessica never mentioned anything about a Baby. She had my Mobile Number and had my E-Mail address so she could of told me. After I got my Head around the fact that Jessica was Pregnant I came to the conclusion that she might be lying about it because she told me she was Pregnant before just to see how I would react. Which was badly. Not because I thought I was going to be a Dad but because Jessica made me sound like an evil Parent and told me she could get an Abortion the next day. It wasn't until I was sat in the Restaurant we were in, in tears that she finally admitted to lying about being Pregnant and it was just to see how I would react.
So I e-mailed Doris back saying that Jessica hadn't mentioned to me that she was Pregnant and that she could be lying as she had done about this sort of thing before.