Wednesday- September 7- Juneau, Alaska

Back to the beginning. Sasha's first day at University.

The first memory

Sasha reflects on her irregularity

Sasha finds herself outside Ollie's flat, with whom she believes she conceived a child.

I saw the rain, and I turned back. And my seat was still warm at the table. And the glass was still covered. And the conversation hadn’t changed. And the bell hadn’t rung.

Once more, as Hamlet said, like a whore I unpack my heart with words... !!and what a Monstrous modern heart it is!!: as melancholy as lead, rabidly enraged but full of dread,