October/November 2001

A Heart That Gave

A heart that gave everything it could, lies hardened and cold Its very core is broken and twisted, it's weary it feels old. Too much pain and hurt, too many lies, it just couldn't take the strain. Will time heal this broken mess? Will it ever love again?

An agonising decision

An agonising decision. Selfish, some might say. I chose not to tell, I think it was better that way. I didn't want sympathy, didn't want to share

Another Choice

Another choice to make Which road should I take? Will I make the right decision? Will it be as I envision? Can I face another wrong turn?

Crimson River

A crimson river, waves of pain, a decision taken from my hands. I should feel relief, it's for the best...... so why do I feel so sad? The pain is my punishment, it holds all my guilt It hurts so much. But why do I cry? I wanted this.... didn't I? A crimson river, waves of pain, pain that I must bear alone, no one to share my loss, a dark secret forever hidden.