What was it that drove you away? Was it my tears, my fears or me? I resent your happiness and I know how selfish it must be, it is impossible to love your cruelty. I apologize for my inability to satisfy you, for being unable to conceal my emotions.
My frail body; it's deteriorating because it has been deprived of the love that you had promised. You have abandoned me in the middle of this cold night disregarding the pain you could have or might have inflicted