CAS AND CSH

this collection is like sequence of events in the relationship between me and CSH.

Comments

~:)alyssa(:~

~:)alyssa(:~

10. Missing You

I sat thinking Who was better fit? Who made me smile And who did I truly love? What I didn't realize Was that I was looking At the wrong ones. Your touch: a feather, a caress,

1. Die Any Day

Why did she do that? She knows she shouldn't She promised not to She was right, she couldn't But the blood, If only an illusion. Why it felt so good Was out of her comprehension
Cherry

11. Do You Remember?

This is my love letter. I love you. Goodbye

12. Scars

I look at my arm See the scars ingrained From love and friends lost From emotional pain And this is the cost

2. Stone By Stone

I have a wall you cannot see Because its deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And helps emotions there to hide You cant reach in, I cant reach out You wonder what its all about

3. You Are...

Im an infant Already still You are more than My warm milk Im just a child You are My sweet,wonderful Chocolate bar Now Im a preteen I lost my best friend You are the tool

4. I Love You

The sun is rising And I love you 8 in the morning I see your face And I love you 12 o'clock noon Here in your arms I love you 3 in the afternoon I'm not done I still love you 9 at night

5. Confession

Why does no one understand This is no fake depression And while I cry my eyes out They all want a confession I do not want what they want This confession i cannot make

6. Under This Mask

As each day goes by with the falling rain I can feel deep inside me, the building pain. Its there, i know it Im just not able to show it Every time i see your face I go into this awful place

7. Inside

Tears Down my face they stream Trapped Silently I scream

8. This Is Me

I smile and laugh along with friends When really, i just want to cry My friends laugh along with me And I only seem ecstatic This Is Me When I get home, we yell and scream

9. Love, Fears, Hope, Tears

Failed in love Lost in Fears Drowned in hope Covered in tears Now looking up I see love Though theres fears I have hope With hidden tears Me they love Bye bye fears All my hope

Silence

I can feel you all around me, Can hear your voice as I cry ... why do we have to say goodbye?