Not Small Talk
By adbates
My stories and poems of depression, death, suicide, murder, anxiety, schizophrenia. Etc. aka all things that make people fear me
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I Wouldn't Change A Thing
A story of bulimia.
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Maybe Next Time
My almost suicide story.
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My Irrationality
When everything affects me so strongly, what's a girl to do?
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Surviving
Another year goes by Life kept passing behind closed eyes. I was too busy sleeping away my worries All my sorrows Here's to another year of Giving up...
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The Guilty Killer
Look and see (What genre do you think it is?)
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The Suicide Note
If I should die Before I wake...
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When My Friends Come Out To Play
A silent night isn't holy. It's terrifying. (A slightly schitzo poem)
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Anxiety
Hands shaking at the idea of shaking hands My world is thrown into blackness because it’s hard to breathe when everything is red with anxiety
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The Cheater, The Homewrecker, and The Witness
Baby, I've seen the way this plays out The way he looks at you and caters to your every whim The way you see it and eye him hungrily I've seen the...
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Relapse
My relapse does not look like yours I do not keep track of my faults as tallies on my wrist I do not lay awake at night thinking of all the things...
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Sleeping In And Going To Sleep Early
Good night. It's the middle of the day but you're sleeping. Waiting for things to change is exhausting. Wanting to feel okay is worse. So you sleep...
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